Falling for you

Chapter 5 Amaria

When i walked through the door i went straight to my room i heard noises in my fathers room but i called him by his first name cause he cant be a father the way he really acts towards me . I sat on my bed and started on my homework i still had the paperwork for Norben i knew my mama would be proud so i texted her about my oppurtunity she was so proud of me and she told me to sign her name on the parent line and i sure did. Then i seen my father Monty bust into my room he was very drunk i got up from my bed and helped him to his room he layed in bed he started unbuttoning his pants. I was finna walk out but he grabed me i began crying he touched my body gently i squirmed away from him but he grabed me even tighter."Stop Monty please he smacked me hard i fell on the floor he grabed me by my neck and threw me on the bed."DONT YOU EVER CALL ME THAT YOU GOT ME BITCH! I nodded at him "Now to make sure that doesnt happen again imma give you somethin to remind you never call me by my name or do any other sneaky shit. He pulled at my shorts roughly pulling them down off of me he grabed my shirt off and entered me going fast inside of me it felt like and hour but stopped and got off of me. I forced myself to fall onto the floor i ran outta his room to my room i slide down the door crying and i drifted off to sleep.

I felted strong arms lifted me up and i seen it was my father he laid me down in my bed and kissed me on my lips he laid next to me. "Im sorry Amaria i didnt mean to hit you at all i was drunk it was stupid of me your mom lefted me and i dont want you leaving me to i love you Amaria. He kissed me on my lips and walked out i was glad that this was my last year in high school so i could get away from him. I got up and put on some clothes and laid in my bed crying myself to sleep.

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The next morning i woke up feeling tired but i smelled breakfast he cooked me breakfast everytime he got through beating me I got in the shower for 10 minutes and got out i went to my room i put on my blue dress and that came up past my knee i looked in the mirror and looked real good. I flat iron my long brown hair i put on my blue flats to match my dress i looked beautiful i put on my big hoop earrings grabed my purse and lefted my room. I saw Monty on the couch he stood up when i walked in the living room "You look so beautiful Amaria he kissed me on my forehead and hugged me i felted him put his hand up my dress but pulled away when we heard a honk outside. "Well i gotta go pops see you later i ran out and seen Rico i was tired if seeing this nigga i really was. "No Rico bye i got in the car with Destiny and she drove off noticing Parshay was not in the back only London. "Hey gurls i twisted up my face where is Parshay? She said she wasnt coming today she wasnt feeling well i nodded my head but in my mind i hope she wasnt lying i texted her but got nothin so i decided to wait for later.By time we got to school breakfast was over we walked up to our locker i notice that we had on the same dresses but different color London had on red and Destiny had on black. "We look good today we all agreed we saw Lauren in the hallway she took our picture for the year book and on our phones as well i waved bye to my gurls and went to my first class. I walked in and saw no other seat but by Daryl so i sat behind him"Damn gurl he licked his lips and starred at me it looks like fate has brought us close to work out our problems.Naw you messed it up im not a damn fool i rather date a gurl then you i rolled my eyes at him and was on my phone texting Destiny and London on Kik in our Chat room we loved adding new people to our chats to. "Ok class we will be watching a movie over our topic we will be covering if you fall asleep or dont pay attention i will take off points we nodded and she put in the movie. I got bored as soon as the man started talking i just wish my life was better than it is now i would love to have a man love on me protect me from the hurt and guys who looks at me. But now a days thats asking for to much especially in Brooklyn New York but i gotta keep lookin.