thoughts

forever numb

now im on the drugs
ima make some lean
ima sip it all night
probubly get fucked up
same thing as usual
ive been avoiding everything
been hiding from everyone
now im drowning, in my thoughts
the thoughts from the dark parts of my mind
i dont know what to do anymore
all i ever dois smoke and drink
i wanna forget the past
i wanna forget you
i wanna forget evrything
the way i felt
i wanna be numb
i dont wanna feel anymore
now im on the drugs
ima make some lean
sip it all night
probubly get fucked up
like usual
probubly call you at 3 in the morning
just for you to ignore me
all i want is you
im sorry i trusted you
what is this
the feeling im feeling
im drowning im choking
on my thoughts
the drugs dont help no more
i still remember
i still feel
im still empty
now im on the drugs
ima make some lean
sip it all night
probubly get fucked up
like usual, whats new?
same life same thing everyday
same feelings same bullshit
i just wanna forget
but despite how hard i try i cant
im loosing everyone and everything
the thoughts keep coming
now im over thinking
ive lost to much
i just wanna go home
a place i dont even know
everywhere seems strange
i wanna run away, i wanna forget
i feel alone
i think to much
i wanna turn my mind off
i wanna be happy
im tired of this depressed shit
i just wanna be happy
im tired of this depression shit
i just wanna be happy
im tired of this depressed shit
i wanna be happy
im tired of this depression shit 
please i just wanna be happy
i just want it all to go away
i wanna go away
till everythings good again
now im on the drugs
ima make some lean
sip it all night
probubly get fucked up
im tired of hurting
so i drink some more
im tired of hurting others
tired of living
i wanna be good aganin
i wanna be okay
i just wanna be happy
im tired or this depressed shit
i wanna be happy
im tired of this deression shit
i wanna be happy
im tired of this depressed shit
i just wanna be happy.....