thoughts

inevitable

why do i keep running back
youre poison
what is it about you
everytime we talk i feel like a burden 
why do i still try
why do i keep running
youre the reason ive shut everyone out
you made me feel, then you left me
and people wonder why i shut them out
i build up my walls to high
if i climb out i'll die
we're all bound to die sooner or later right?
but how soon
it seems like death aint coming fast enough
i dont wanna be hurt, but i wanna love
i guess death is inevitable
we all gotta go through it sometime in life right?
i gave up so much for you
and all you did was take it and run
im scared to love
i dont wanna do it anymore
i wanna give up
but i cant
love seems to be the only thing that keeps life together
im numb
i dont wanna feel
im numb
i wanna die
im numb
i dont wanna feel
im numb
i wanna fucking die
dont worry tho i'll be okay
just need to stick out in the long run
if ive hurt you im sorry