More than friends,forever

Worst decision

After I believed what people said,I got really mad and he also got mad,because he told me,Zara I love you,I would never do what they are telling you,but I was scared!

Everything turns into fights and when we fought we always ended up kissing or something like that,but then,someone came,tells me another thing and here we go,fight,again.

So,as you guess,I loose him,I was really bad,so so so sad,and people started saying bad things about me,so I got depressed,I started cutting,and starving,and all that stuff,now I know that it wasn't the right thing to do,but well,what's done is done. Isaac and me ended up almost hating each other,because he always came back and then leave,so I was really hurt and I really hated him,I couldn't even see him or heard about him,and when I see him I started to cry,I was really,really hurt,you know,he was my first love! But,nothing lasts forever.

A few months ago he asked me to forgive him,I did it,but then everything that he did hurts me a lot,so I just took him out of my life,I ignored him and all that things that we as girls do with a boy who just break our hearts,then I will get to know that people really changed.