𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 | nct

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"What is the meaning of this!?"the yells of Lee Soo Man echoed against the white walls of his updated office.

Chittaphon stood silent, with his head hung low, avoiding any eye contact with the fuming man.

"Do you have any idea what this could do to the company if it leaked out!?" The angry man continued to yell oblivious to the tears threatening to come out the poor boys eyes.

Gathering up some courage Chittaphon raised his head, still avoiding eye contact with the ceo. "But Baekhyun Hyung has dated in the past and Jongin Hyung was just in a relationship..." he trailed off, making sure not to raise his voice even though he was upset, he was still talking to his superior.

"Yes they have but they dated girls. Your case is different. " Lee Soo man said starting to calm down a little.

Chittaphon scoffed. "How is it different?" he said starting to sound more annoyed with the situation.

"Well for starters you are dating a boy. You are also just dating a random person, not another idol."

"But-" Chittaphon tried to interject but was cut off by Lee Soo Man.

"I want you to break up with him." He said, sitting down, his hands being respectfully folded on his desk. His body giving off the aura of power and authority.

"But I love him!" Chittaphon yelled, on the verge of tears.

"Fine then." Lee Soo Man said.

"Really?!" The excitement in the poor boys voice and the glint of relief in his eyes only make what's going to happen next all the more painful.

"No, you're fired." Lee Soo man said, leaning closer to the crying boys face, giving him the most hateful stare he could.

The room was silent except for the sniffs and whimpers that came from Chittaphon.

"Don't tell any of the members yet, we'll hold a meeting tomorrow about your removal from SM entertainment." Lee Soo Man said breaking the silence.

"Okay..." was all Chittaphon was able to say.

He was heartbroken.

He loved singing and dancing, it's always been his dream to be the best of the best. Hes worked and trained so hard to get were he is right now. Not to mention the fact that he loves his members so much. They are his family away from Thailand.

But in the end he was doing this all for love.

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Chittaphon headed back to the dorms after his little 'talk' with the ceo.

He entered his shared dorm with the dreamies and sighed as he saw the mess they had made. 'Who will take care of them when I'm gone?' He though to himself.

He stumbled into his lonely room. He didn't share a room with anyone. Ever since Chenle moved out to live with his mom, since she moved to a house closer to the entertainment, Jisung has started rooming with Renjun. Leaving an empty room for Chittaphon to move into.

He plopped his tiny body onto he mattress and closed his eyes, as he let tears escape his eyes.

He sobbed for at least an hour before he realized that there was no point in crying. It wasnt going to fix anything.

Chittaphon rolled onto his side and texted his boyfriend.

Yang Byung-Hee, his boyfriend, never failed to make Chittaphon feel better. They met at a park. Chittaphon was walking through the park, he wanted to enjoy his day off in a peaceful way, away from his members for a while. He got hit in the head with a frisbee, which was thrown by Byung-Hee, he ended up falling due to the impact. Byung-Hee wanted to apologize and buy Chittaphon some coffee to make up for it, so they went to a nearby cafe.