Tell me why you hate me
Why you told me I was ugly
Why you told me not to look in the mirror
How my body was not something I deserved to look at
How I need to buy bigger clothes
Clothes that would hang from my body
Make them believe that I was skinny
How I need to go on a diet
Eat less each day
How my body would thank me
And you would too
How you wouldn't kiss me unless I told you what I'd eaten that day
How you made me keep a diary that you could look at
You could edit anything you wanted
To make me pretty
You said that you hated me becuase I wasn't skinny
That you could never love a fat girl
You said that I needed to stop eating
Not eat anything
Because skinny is what you love most
