*Y/N's P.O.V.*
Your heart shattered into pieces.
You couldn't believe what you saw.
There he was, Jaebum, your boyfriend of 5 years, making out with a beautiful girl, in GOT7's practice room's couch.
You don't know what to do. Your body becoming numb, you want to believe that this is all a dream but no, it is all true.
You couldn't bear hearing their moans and that's when you decided that you need to get away. Far from this hurt and betrayal.
Your eyes were clouded with tears that you didn't see what's coming in front of you. You bumped onto Jinyoung, making the food that's in your hands drop. "Hey, Y/N, what brings you in here?", he asked. You couldn't lift your head to answer him because you know that your tears are going to betray you. "Ah, n-nothing, just dropping b-by to see Jaebum.", you replied, not lifting your head. "Is everything okay?", Jinyoung asked. You nodded slowly, but you knew your bestfriend won't believe you, he knew you were lying. He placed his fingers underneath your chin and slowly lift your head up.
From there you couldn't take it anymore, you burst out into tears and Jinyoung hugged you tightly. "Hey, shh shh, what's wrong?", he soothes you, stroking your hair gently. "H-how could h-he? Am I not enough f-for him?", you said, sobbing. "What? What are you talking about?", Jinyoung asked, confused. "Let's go s-somewhere else, I don't want to be in the same place with J-jaebum.", you said.
You and Jinyoung went to a small café in front of JYP building. You both sat down after you had calmed down. "Hey, so what happened?", he curiously asked. "He cheated on me. I saw it with my two eyes.", you said, trying so hard not to burst in tears again. "What?! That fucking bastard!", Jinyoung furiously stood up and was to go back but you stopped him. "Hey, hey, stop. It won't get any better if you'll beat him up.", you said, calming him. "I better go home and get my things... I don't want to stay there anymore." you sadly added. "Fine, I'll just help you move your things out. No buts.", Jinyoung said putting his forefinger against you. Nodding at his response, you both walked your way to your shared apartment with Jaebum.
~
At the apartment
"I'll just go get my suitcases and then you can grab my clothes in my wardrobe.", you told Jinyoung. "Geurae, I'm going to the restroom, I've been holding my wee since earlier." He said, making you chuckle. "Okay then, the toilet is yours." you said before heading to get your suitcases.
There was an uneasy feeling in the pit of your stomach when you finally finished getting your suitcases. You couldn't put your finger on it but something does not seem right. You thought hard and after pondering for a little while, you finally knew why.
It was because of...
*Jinyoung's P.O.V.*
A pregnancy test? Why is there a preg- Oh, shit. No, no, no. Y/N is pregnant?! Oh my ass, what have you done Im Jaebum?! I couldn't believe what I'm seeing. I have so many questions to ask Y/N right now. Shit, why does the world seems so cruel?!
*Y/N's P.O.V.*
I ran straight to the restroom after remembering that I didn't throw the pregnancy test that I used earlier before going to their practice.
Oh my gosh, Y/N! How can you be so stupid?
But that didn't matter, because before me, there stood Jinyoung, eyes wide looking at me. "Explain this to me, right here and now.", he sternly said. "I-i...", you stuttered. "What?", he answered, getting furious. "I'm pregnant with Jaebum's baby.", you confessed, tears brimming your eyes. Jinyoung sighed in disbelief, not believing the events that are happening right now. "Fucking hell.", he cursed and threw the pregnancy test, making you flinch. Jinyoung saw that you were scared that's why he softened and walked closer to you, embracing you in his toned arms.
"Hey, you can do this, we can do this, I'll be right by your side through all of this.", he shushed you, making you cry even harder.
~
*Narrator's P.O.V.*
Jaebum didn't know that you knew he was cheating on you. He came home to an empty apartment, confused as to why it was in that set up. He's making himself believe that you were only sleeping, waiting for him to join you in your shared bed and cuddle yourself both to sleep. But to much his dismay, he only found your shared bed empty. After turning on the bedside lamp, he saw a paper that has his name on it. He quickly reached for it and opened it. There, he read your farewell letter.
Dear love of my life, Im Jaebum,
Hey, if you have read this, by now I'm already gone. I knew, Jaebum. I knew you were cheating on me. I didn't have the chance to confront you about it but it seems like I don't have to anymore. I know that you needed someone as perfect as you, and I won't argue about it. I know that one day, you'll get tired of me and find someone better and beautiful than me. I understand why you had to do it, and I forgive you. I'm sorry if I wasn't enough for you, for not making you happy enough, for making you crave more love than I already gave you. I love you, so much, and I couldn't imagine my life without you. And it seems like I'm the only one holding onto our relationship, causing me to hurt myself severely. Thank you, Jaebum. I owe you a lot for making me feel loved and happy for the past 5 years that we're together, and I wanna tell you that I'm pregnant, with your baby. I hope that you have a blessed life with her and that you're happy with me without by your side anymore.
I love you.
Sincerely,
Y/N
Jaebum couldn't believe it. You knew and he didn't know what to do. He sincerely loves you, he knows it by himself. He doesn't love the woman who he has been cheating with. He only loves you and now you are gone with his child inside your womb.
Jaebum left as fast as he could, searching for you. He drived and called Jinyoung, in case he knew where you would be. "Jinyoung-ah, do you know where Y/N had gone to? I fucked up, real hard.", he said to the phone, his voice cracking. "I don't know, hyung. She wanted me to come back to the dorm and have some rest, she didn't said where she would go.", Jinyoung answered honestly. "Shit, okay, thank you, Jinyoung-ah. Call me if you have an update about her.", Jaebum ended the call immediately. Worry, sadness, and anger washing over him.
It was then when he passed by a car accident, his gut feeling isn't so good. He quickly stopped his car and ran out of it and into the scene.
And there is where his world stopped.
He saw you. On the ground, eyes getting weak, you managed to smile after seeing him. Your head dripping in blood, and your body sprawled out, not moving an inch. Jaebum immediately went for you, not caring about the other people who were there.
"Y-Y/N, baby, please h-hold on to me.", he said, cradling you in his arms. "J-jae, I can't, i-it hurts, I just w-want to rest.", you said weakly, reaching for his face, tracing it lightly with your fingertips. "We love you, Jae.", you said smiling, and that was what it took you to lose your conciousness, and you knew you weren't coming back. "Y/N! Please! I love you! I-i'm so sorry!", Jaebum said, sobbing, rocking your body and embracing it.
He didn't know that it would end up like this. If he knew, he wouldn't do it.
But he did, and it cost him your's and his child's life.
