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ok hiiii. ako nga pala yung sa unang book ng confession bago itong book hehe ung confession #11. uhh-- ate cupiiiid at aphroditeee :(( hindi ko na alam. um-okay na si papa na mag aral ako sa korea kasi gusto ko maging idol. halos lahat nasa harap ko na pero natatakot ako :(( kung ako kinalabasan at kung pumasa nga, natatakot ako sa sasabihin o iisipin ng iba. hindi ko alam paano simulan at kailangan ko pa ng motivation :(( siguro din kaya ganito ako kasi once tahakin yung path na papuntang k.idol parang tinalikuran ko na friends ko sa pinas :(( at gusto ko ipagpatuloy yung pagsusulat ng stories. pwede naman kaso may ibang company na di pumapayag na magka phone o whatever :(( bigyan niyoko ng motivatioooon aaaaa :((
-Heaven
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Oemji!!! TBH HAPPY AKOOOOO SAYOOOO. But meron parin talagang problem??
You know what, just do what your heart wants. Kasi pag sinunod mo yan, For sure you'll have a good result because it is your dream! Pangarap mo yan diba?? Edi kung pangarap mo yan, why scared of reaching it though it's already right in front of you? All you need to do is to grab it! Imagine being happy and successful reaching your dream! Urgh sana ol!
But you're scared of what might people think about you?? Scared of leaving your friends? Alam mo, kung ano man isipin ng ibang tao sayo, Let them! That is insecurity. It's their loss not you! Parte yan ng pagiging Idol, alam mo yan. Parte yan ng journey mo kaya wag mong hahayaang madala ka sa mga salita nila. Don't let them be the hindrance in your way to reach your goal! Kung panget man ang isipin nila sayo, edi isipin nila. Mag sasawa din naman sila. Just Ignore them and be proud of yourself na nakatungtong ka sa position na gusto mo.
You are scared of the people you might leave behind? Don't be. Kasi kung kaibigan mo talaga sila, They will support you at all cost! As long as you are pursuing your dreams, masaya na nila. Kasi what matters is that they've been there for you in your ups and downs so grab that as a motivation to fight for what you wanted to be!
Thinking na andyan sila para suportahan ka at alalayan ka is enough to be a motivation. Inspire yourself because not all of us has a big opportunity like you kaya kung may tiwala ka sa sarili mo, then do it! Do what makes you happy. Because if you're not doing what makes you happy, then you are wasting your time. As much as possible, be the reason to motivate your own self. Trust yourself! That's the most important. Always lift your head high, and feet on the ground. Godbless, Heaven! We know you can do it! Pray and trust God!
