You asked me today if everything's alright. I said yes, I didn't want to be a burden. You didn't believe me and told me this. I still said that everything's alright. I think you believed it.
I feel like the worst friend cause I lied to the person I trust the most. The person that has done so much for me. I am so sorry. But I can't tell you how I feel cause then you would ask why I feel like this. I can't tell you the reasons. You would know that I love you again, you would know what happens in school, you would know what I think. You would know everything and this can't happen. Because I don't wanna loose you. Things would change more between us. I'm sorry I lied to you.
4.16.19

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RandomSome thoughts that I can't tell him. If someone reads this(I don't think that will happen) I'm sorry for typos. First of all English isn't my first language and second, I just wrote this down without much thinking. I just wrote down how I felt.