Miraculous One-Shots (Mostly Angst)

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I've had this for awhile and wanted to post something to thank you guys for 155 reads, plus it's been awhile since I've posted.

TW: mentions of Depression, self harm/Cutting, and suicide attempt.

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(Adiens pov)
Today had not gone well. we had lost an akuma, and it was my fault. Ladybug had gotten mad at me and just left, saying,
"I'll get it, since you would probably just get distracted and forget all about it." and then she mumbled something that I'm pretty sure I wasn't supposed to hear - "you're so useless." it hurt that she would say that about me, but I wasn't surprised.

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I sat on the Eiffel tower watching the sunset when I heard ladybug swing over with her yo-yo. I smiled, thinking she had come to apologize. she came over and sat down next to me, letting her legs dangle over the edge.

    "Hi, Chat." she said.

    "Good evening, my Lady." I replied, smiling at her.

She looked annoyed by the pet name and I expected her to yell at me or something but she didn't. she just sighed and looked away sadly.

    "What's wrong?" I asked her, concerned.

    "Master Fu wants your miraculous back." I froze in shock. did I hear her right? No. I couldn't have.

    "...What?" It came out shaky and she looked over at me sadly.

     "I'm so sorry, Chat. I went to talk to him about what happened today, and he told me that he wanted to find someone else to be Chat Noir."

I felt like my whole world was crumbling. Master Fu wanted someone else to be Chat Noir. I felt like I couldn't breathe.

      "No, no, no, NO. I'm nothing without my miraculous; they can't take it away." I barely registered Ladybug telling me she was gonna give me time to process, or the fact that I was crying.

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We arranged when and where I would leave my miraculous for ladybug to take back, and I said good bye to Plagg before leaving him for ladybug. That was three weeks ago, and now I watched on TV as ladybug fought an akuma along side the new Chat Noir. I turned the TV off, and wiping away a tear that had slipped down my cheek, I stood and walked over to my bedside table. opening the drawer, I moved the notebook which held my suicide note. I pulled out my pocket knife and flipped it open, staring at the silver blade. I then took out the notebook and set it on the surface of the table, making sure it was open to the right page. I then rolled up my sleeves staring at my already scarred wrists. I placed the blade of the knife to a vain, and closed my eyes.

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(Marinettes pov)
Ever since I took Away Chat Noirs miraculous, Adrien has been acting off. I knew he was a huge fan of Chats so I didn't think much of it at first, but as the days went by he became more and more quiet and distant, and I started to get worried about him. And it wasn't just me - Nino and Alya were also worried, but every time we confronted him about it, he would just smile and say he was just tired or that he was fine.

I had just taken out an Akuma with the new Chat Noir. I hated calling him that - he wasn't Chat. Sure, he had his miraculous, but he was not Chat. I missed Chat Noir, a lot. He had always been able to make me smile, even when I was down. I missed how he was always flirting and calling me his lady or Bugaboo.

I was swinging passed Adriens window when something caught my eye. It was Adrien standing next to his bed. His sleeves were rolled up so I could see his wrists, which I noticed were covered in cuts, he held something in his hand, which I couldn't quite see, and I noticed that he was crying.

It only took a second for it to click, Adrien was depressed and was about to kill himself unless I did something.

I looked around for a way in before noticing that the window was open. I quickly jumped through.

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Word count: 771
Originally posted: 5-20-2019