18 June 2019
2pm
"guess what 😎"
I text excitedly ( or trying to get that message across )
It's been a few days since the whole "bruised finger" charade, and everything from that day is forgotten, he has taken a week of school. And without him... Nothing has changed. Me and Jack don't talk much in school, we sit next to eachother in music, witch in my opinion is the best lesson to sit next to him in. When we are doing piano, and we have the headphones in. It just feels like him and me, cause when he plays me his music, it feels like, it was made for me.
That's stupid, he doesn't write about things like u, he writes about important things, he is never thinking about u. Get that into Ur head !!!
"What, what's going on???😗"
"Shark attack"
"U met a clown"
"U ate a bug"
He attempts a joke, I shake my head, and smile.
"Leave the jokes to me😂"
"Tell me !!!!"
He begins to become inpatient
"Joel, asked me to the party next week!!!!"
I try to hype him up
....
" Oh "
"What is it"
Oh my gosh he hates me! What did u do. I have girl friends why didn't I tell them. Honestly im so stupid.
"Nothing I just thought, well... We were going together. My mistake, im happy for u."
Conversation ends
Shit
Why would he think that! When did I imply we were going together. Never!!!
12 June.
9am
I try to track jack down all day, I just want to talk to him, make sure we're ok...
Anyway, it feels as if he is avoiding me because all day I can't find him. The only time I see him is last period for music.
We both sit in an arkward silence, we wear our headphones as I stare at the keyboard.
"Play me something?"
I softly ask
"Ok"
He solemnly replies
His gentle fingers press to the keys and I witness and melody flow through the air. A song just for me.
He finishes
"That was beautiful."
He smiles an old smile, turning back into himself.
"Cheers"
"So..."
I attempt to change the subject
"So, what are u gonna wear for this party."
24 June
10pm
" What about just jeans and a nice top."
I ask as I frantically run around my room
"Ok, calm down, we have a full 2 days before the party."
He attempts to calm me as we face time.
How can he say that, this is a big deal!!!!
"Ur right this is not a big deal"
I grit my teeth and turn trying to hide my frustration
"Chlo,"
He grins
Damn he sees right through me.
"It's gonna be ok, I will be right there with u if anything goes wrong."
I smile over my shoulder, at the phone, then turn back to look though my clothes, I look to my side to see the mirror.
Why are you blushing!!! He is just being nice, like always. What is wrong with u.
"So are u going it solo then."
I say drawing the attention away from my red face.
"I dunno, probably."
He chats
"What about Carly sims, she was very into at the costume party 2 months ago."
I tease
"By into me, u mean dancing on me."
He rolls his eyes
"Ok sure."
I giggle
" What a bout that big puffy orange dress u wore to that wedding?"
He asks
"Ye definitely, if this was a costume party."
I'm sarcastic
We both laugh
I fall the ground as as the laughing ends I lay on the floor looking at the ceiling, aware of all the mess around me.
The only sound is Jack stunning his guitar
"It's a roof top party u know."
I add
"I can't believe joel Winston asked me to come to his MASSIVE HOUSE, for his "POPULAR PEOPLE PARTY" and he asked ME to be his date !!!!!!"
I contemplate
"Ye... Pretty cool."
He says quietly not removing focus from his guitar
"What is it with u, what do u have against Joel?"
I snap, but like in a casual investigator way
"Nothing ..."
He ignores me and continues to play
I go closer to the phone, I let him see my serious face through the screen
"Jack?"
His playing comes to stop, he makes no eye contact.
"I just don't trust him, Joel isn't a good guy, and I don't think he deserves a girl like u."
I smile
It's about time one boy showed emotions
I lean back and smile, I wait for his to look up and see me
Dead eye contact
We stay like that for a while...
We both start to blush
"U will always be my prince."
