Aizawa x Reader (First Person POV/Lemon&Fluff)

Just a small life update

I am going to say this right now so that you guys have a warning. This contains transphobia and the name of someone who would rather threaten me than to educate me like my friend did.

I understand being mad at someone to the extent of wanting to threaten them but as someone with anxiety, ADHD, and possibly depression; I beg you not to go out and do this shit to people. Under any circumstances. You don't know what that person went through. What they're currently going through. Or anything of the sort.

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Now onto what's going on. Monday, April 15th, I went to visit my Grandmothers grave. She's been gone since 2013. She was a big figure in my life that I looked up to and I still cry and scream her name till this day.

Being uneducated about why saying Transphobia is an opinion caught up to me recently however and only a couple friends bothered to talk to me and educate me on the fact but not before people caught up to me and brought me death threats.

This being one of them. And no I am not blocking out the name.

Had this person waited for me to respond this would've been my response:
I do not support transphobic people. I've apologized to the people that I was rude to and didn't mean to hurt in trying to see good in people. My friend sat me down and told me what I was doing when saying transphobia was an opinion. I didn't understand but having now been educated about it I regret what I said and will never do it again. Whoever it is that I hurt, I'm very sorry. I didn't understand what I was doing but now I do.

I didn't know nor did many people sit me down and talk to me about what I was saying. Those that did had a hard time talking to me but understood where I come from and for that I appreciate.

I've never been transgender and probably never will but thats part of the reason I didn't understand it. I didn't choose to not understand it I just simply didn't know how trans people felt about others saying what someone said was an opinion. Now that I do, whoever I may or may not have hurt, I am desperately sorry for hurting you and I will not be able to forgive myself anytime soon.

They fact that I'm getting death threats however makes me actually want to die. In every context of the word. I've lost 4 maybe 5 friends on this subject who just insulted me and never educated me then they blocked me and now barely talk to me.

One of these people even went as far as to share the screenshots (after this chapter because I'm putting everything in the open) of what I said and have random people bully, berate, and threaten me. Maybe with or without their knowledge.

I can not undo what I said. But I can get better. However I can only get better if people take the time to sit down and talk to me.
If you've made a mistake before you understand the difference in people who want to help and who don't. Who just want drama or an excuse to get rid of you.
In this case, a friend that I've known since last year, who told me they'd never abandoned me, did just that.