Nicole Marie ↠ Nash G.

R.I.P

R.I.P
Maggie Elena Gomez
january 16th, 1939- september 20th, 2014 10:00 p.m
Beloved Guardian, Grandmother
Wonderful loving wife.

guys my grandma is in a better place now isn't she? I'am here telling you guys this because I might not update as I used too flashbacks of my family are coming back and it's not looking bright for me...

grammie I know it's been a day sine we saw each other and I wasn't there when you left and I AM VERY VERY SORRY I HAD SICCER PRACTICE IFEEL TERRIBLE I CANT HANDLE MSELF I JUST CANT

BE MAD AT ME I AM TOO IM CRYING HAVING TANTRUMS you wouldn't like me like this but I cant help it the one I loved, who understood me, help me, loved me, cared me, fed me IS NOW GONE

I can't why'd you take her instead of me??!!!?!?! I am mad is it cuz of me? was I so baddd that you TOOK HER TAKE ME TAKE ME!!! I CANT LIVE LIFEE ANYMORE WHY SHOULD I?! me havinG A GRANDMA SICK AND GO TO SOCCER AND NOT GO WITH HER IS SELFISH SO TAKE MEE!!! IM READY

I CANT TAKE BULLIES I FONT WANT TO JUST TAKE ME AND GRANDPA SO WE COULD BE TOETHER AS A FAMILY LIKE WE'll always be TOgether and forever LIEK a family

I don't need life life would be better without me... no one's here that cares about me no one is....

the only person who did is now with you
MY BROTHER

MY MOM

MY DAD

MY GRAMMIE

WHO NEXT?!

GRANDPA!

HAYLEY!?!!!

DANIELLA!?!

MEEE!!!!

ICANT ANYMORE WITH THIS BULL ANYMORE STOP BREEAKING MY HEART AND STOMPING ON IT AND STOMPING AND STOMPING I'mDONE BROKEN. SHATTERED. ALREADY JUST STOP IT HURTS SO FUCKIG MUCH CANT YOU SEE I'LL NEVER BE HAPPY AGAIN!!!!

TAKE ME TAKE ME I LOCKED MY DOOR ON MY LAPTOP SENDING YOU THIS BY THE WORLD WIDE WEB GOD OH PLEASE GOD TAKE ME I NEED TO BE TAKEN TO EV WITH MY FAMILY!!

600 PEOPLE will read this by tommorow morning/night wherever they live and ask if I'm alright and I will be soon if you just take me I'll go one my knees and beg and beg for you to just take me

worst by far ever

hiw could you?

i thought you were my friend that you wouldn't do it again CLEARLY THATS NOT THE CASE ANYMORE IS IT!?!?

IM SO MAD MY HEART CANT ANYMORE BY AR YOU GAVE ME FUCKING CAMCER I HATE CAMCER CANCER HATES ME WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME AND A BUNCH OF OTHER PEOPLE ISNT IT BAD ALREADY THAT I DEAL WITH THIS EVERDAY NOW TOMMOROW MORNING I DEAL WITH MY GRAMMIE NOT THERE MAKING HEER CHOCOLATE CHIP PANCAKES!!!?!?!

GOD

GOD

CAN YOU HEAR ME OR READ THIS!?!

please i'm begging you

AND FOR all my readers I'm sorry that my book sucks and stuff but I just she's gone and I wasn't there so there is no point I won't commit suicide if that's what you think.

I'm a let god do his thing I'll try and update tommorow If I can handle myself and not have another breakdown I'm a just publish this without reading what I typed so when I have the courage to read it I will :(:

good bye and goodnight to my lovelies💕