|°Simply Structure°|

A broken shelf

Tired some I have grown.
Weary eyes to ones known.
Evil glance straight ahead.
Do I even have friends?
When my mind will erase,
I will find you in his place.
I will breath heavens dimes.
You will seem to be just fine.
Every little forgotten thing.
I exist in memory.
When the streets are filled with blood.
The fire runs the golden sun.
When we are caught late and deep.
I realized one thing.
Every Birdy tells a lie.
Every child let's out a sigh.
Life no perfect then we want.
You, yourself work on one.
Boys are bugs that is a fact.
Hearts are walls who punch back.
When we feel all the dread.
Nothing's right in your head.
You were there we have fought.
Depression isn't us.
As we think we are three.
Maybe multi personality?
If I die don't come to my wake.
Don't care when I'm dead.
For fuck sake.
Pump my body with pounds of lies.
Tell me you love me.
Then tell me you lie.
As heat reaches for my skin.
I am realizing how selfless I've been.
I don't care for myself.
The biggest mistake on my shelf.
As my shoulders weigh me down.
Life is fucked but I've gained my crown.
I'm not a goddess nor a queen.
I am me a human being.
I will not kneel upon a throne.
No else's besides my own.
I will put me before an else.
For all my lies will not help.
I am dreaming of simple things.
What's the connection am I free?
When I loose my final thought.
I will have known I have fought.
For now I sit and mope instead.
I'm sorry brain it's time for bed.
It's all a thing I was expecting from us.
Sometimes I wish I was hit by that bus.
You have not torn me down.
I'm not a simple pound.
Yes I care I do in fact.
Yet silence was never my pact.
I shall speak amongst the word.
Of the god I thought was absurd.
He did not bring me simple health.
He only sent me back to hell.
When is death?
Death is now!