I wish
I wish you would
I wish I could
I wish it would all end
My time has come
I wish I were dead.
My friends it's been a long journey now.
I'm sorry
I loved
Then I fell
I am falling apart.
I have no fucking heart.
I'm sorry I want to die.
I'm human I cannot lie.
I have cheated.
I've fucked myself up
My life keeps going
I'm never enough
Angel you call me but I'll never be
I'm a hell bound boy with no love inside me
No trust?
Fine..
At least I told you.
I lied to others to keep you.
I failed once again but this is my end.
My last words will be
"It's all fine when I'm dead"
I never want to loose my self again
I'd always say to myself.
Day in and day out.
I want to feel love.
I want to hate me
I don't want to breathe
Lord please kill me
My family is gone
I have no one left
Except the blonde
I thought left.
I want you to know I love you all so.
My words cannot tell how my mind is so blown
Breathe in my face.
That ciggarette taste.
I want you tell me I'm fine just in case.
I no longer breathe
I've cut my face
I've cut my arms.
Just to feel the pain.
I should've cut deeper.
That is so true.
I'm so terribly lost.
I hope you see through.
All these broken thoughts.
All my lies.
I hope you all know I will soon surely die.
I've lost my heart.
My mind
My being
I've lost my everything
With these thoughts just feeding
J...v....j....
All gone
B...s...m...
This is wrong.
Family and friends turn there heads at me
I'm loathed
I'm frightened
Someone help me
I'm gone.
And I'm sorry
I fucked up once more
Now my arms are surely sore.
My shoulders are weighed
My chest just aches.
I'm sorry
I'm stupid
I want it to end
My tears they run so far down my face.
My heart is going faster with no pace.
I feel it
I see it
I know where this ends
I'm sorry
So sorry
I've lost my mind again
I love you
Juliet
I love you
I loved them
I'm so upset
It may soon come to an end.
Until then..
I'm sorry so sorry
I apologized again
I never want to loose myself again
These famous last words will be my thoughts.
I want to feel better
Please end my sore.
I don't wanna be you anymore.
I'm so sorry my end was at the shore.
YOU ARE READING
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PoetryPoetry has always completely held me together. It's kind like how you breathe oxygen. It's something I have to do. Poetry is something like oxygen to me. Without it I wouldn't survive. ~ remember love is a crime and I'll do the time for loving what'...
