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the forgiveness train

I'm stuck on a pirate ship.
Not knowing where I must go.
With all the teens being hip.
I wish I'd seen the snow.
As this boat sails along;
My fear is getting strong.
I'm dying from the inside out.
I don't know how long I can hold on.
I'm fighting these thoughts,
That just so happen to fill my brain.
I'm worried.
I'm sick.
I think I'm insane.
I can't sleep.
Numb is what I feel.
I talked to a pineapple,
I thought it was real.
My eyes they strain.
My head it hurts.
My mind won't think about anything sir.
My love is lost.
My heart as well.
My mom has put me in some spell.
I carry her!
Who carries me ?
Why do I care?
When no one cares about me.
I fight for you to see.
What it's like as a human being.
It's stressful,
It's hurtful,
And even more dreadful.
I wish I had a get away;
But in my head I'm forced to stay.
Help me please.
I've sailed all the seas.
Yet I don't know where I'm supposed to be.
Walk alone.
Walk to home.
Swim away and don't go home.
What is home?
Who are "they"?
Why can't we go separate ways.
I'm in a wave.
The sea took me.
In tears I was;
Yet no one could see.
The water from the rain.
It all evaporates the same.
So why am I stuck and in shame.
I used to think you were perfect and; now I see you're not.
It was so critical how in love I was; with the thought that you loved me too.
Just to come across the fact you never; loved me as much as I love you.
As every day goes on without you.
I think to myself why,was I ever in love;
with someone who never understood; me and just pretended all along.
So as I sail along I want you to hear my song.
I want you to hear the things you did wrong.
I want you all to hear how you changed me.
As every day goes on I can't believe I let you.
As a human being I can't believe how cruel you are.
So to you my hell sea of people,
I declare forgiveness on your behalf.
I hope that whoever you done wrong; will forgive you at some point because, at sometimes I wish she had done the same.