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Hey 🏳️‍🌈🌈I just wrote as my mind went along.  Basically this isn't planned and it was written late at night or early in the morning. Smh.

Evelyn's POV

To be entirely honest I think about Josh and i's  relationship a lot! Its always in a good (Gerard) way , I always think about how I love spending time with him and his personality and his kindness Is what won me over in the first place, and his smile is what made me fall properly in "love" with him. To be even more honest our love is not true love as far as I am concerned, I love Josh , more than words but "love" feels like a strong word , it feels more like..... Lust.

There's also a slight problem...I have feelings for..... Tyler...

Josh's POV

Me , Tyler and my girlfriend , Evelyn were at the studio , Tyler was currently recording. I was sitting on the couch with Evelyn , she looked deep in thought and I didn't really want to disturb her thinking even though I know when Evelyn thinks too much (😉) it can cause problems , but as off right now she looked confused. I do really love Evelyn but... Our "love"feels more like lust. And her smile and personality made me fall for her , but it doesn't feel like... True love , I dont get the butterflies I used to get when I saw her and her smile used to make me feel weak at the knees but , not anymore. I.... Think I've.... Fallen out ... Of love?

Tylers POV

Josh and Evelyn were so happy.. But Josh didnt know about the huge mass of feelings for her I had been hiding since the day he introduced her to me

And to be brutally honest ("not in front of the puppies Pete!" , if you understand that I love you) I am jealous that Josh is dating her and not me.

Josh had just left the studio to go and do a chore or pick something up, I dont know he didn't specify , which made both me and Evelyn suspicious. Josh had been on his phone all morning being all secretive whenever we even so much as glanced at the device in his hands. So when he left Evelyn looked to say the least confused and heart broken.

"Evelyn! Whats wrong?" Concern thick in my voice. "I saw his phone " she mumbled under her breathe. "What was it?" I asked scared to know the answer , "he was text in Debby again , they were flirting , sending pictures and hearts" , "shit" , I mumbled to myself . I really wasn't one to swear but this pissed me off , Josh had managed to get the most loving , kind , cute girl and he literally went crawling back to Debby (no Debby hate I ship jebby as of the engagement).

Evelyn's POV

Josh had been off all morning so when I got a glimpse of his phone and saw that he was messaging Debby and sending hearts , I was to put it less violent , beyond pissed at him for even going back to her. So when he left I broke down , as you'd expect from a destressed girlfriend. So Tyler being the fucking lovely human he is can to talk to me , when he spoke his voice was thick with sympathy and concern.

Tyler's POV is back woo! (^• •^)

Evelyn and I were cuddled on the couch even though she was still with Josh , she obviously didn't care, I wouldn't call it cheating I'd call it pay back for him cheating on her.

"Tyler?" She said nervousness evident in her voice.

"Yeah" I replied not so nervous myself.

"I want to tell you something" she said on the verge of tears.

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