FORBIDDEN DESIRE | Jungkook × Reader ✔

66. I need your love

This behavior always appears once Jungkook is here with Kiran.

Jungkook doesn't seem to be noticing what's happening with my little brother, he just keeps his attention on Kiran and smiles a him. I give him our baby very carefully but leave them together to go check on Daehan, who I believe does not feel good.

I knock on the door first to not burst into his room without warning him but don't hear any response at all. I hold the handle and push done on it to slowly open the door and set my eyes on the blanket hiding a body underneath. I close the door behind me and inch closer to the bed. The drawings that he made and showed me earlier are ripped in two pieces and laid on the nightstand.

I knew this was because of the fact that Jungkook is giving a lot of attention to his son who he loves more than anything.

"My baby..." I place my head on the shapes that show his figure under the blanket. At the sound of some sobs and sniffling, I pull the cover down to reveal his body and lie down behind him. I envelop his body with my arms and hold him against me. "What's wrong, my little baby?"

He turns around and snuggles up against me to put his face on my chest and let his tears leave his eyes. He embraces me, making me kiss his forehead and comb his hair. "Sweetheart, tell me why you're crying like that...What makes you sad...?"

"I don't want to say it..." he chokes up on his words, breaking my heart just to imagine what could cause his pain. "You know you can talk to me, honey. I want to hear what cause you to not be happy...I hate when you cry like that..."

He remains silent, not decided to speak out and tell me what is wrong. I turn around to a low degree and take hold of the pieces of paper that he ripped in two, to get back in my position. "Why did you do that to your wonderful drawings...?"

"Because...Jungkook doesn't care about it anyway..."

"That's not true, baby," I look down at his face to wipe his tears away but hold mine back. This is seriously causing strong and intense pain into my chest. "He would be happy to see how skillful you are, and the fact that you drew just for him. He would be proud."

"I know you're lying, cuddle...he loves Kiran more...and you do too..." he cries even more heavily, thinking about bad things that will never be true. "Daehan," I place my hand on the side of his face to make him look at me, his red puffy eyes meeting mine. "We love you as much as we love Kiran, I promise you this is the truth. You mean the world to us, but we just have to keep a close attention on him because he's very young and still a baby. We don't love him more than you, I'm serious..."

He lets his tears roll down his face but hugs me tightly. "Jungkook doesn't care about me when Kiran is here..."

"Baby...stop saying that..." I kiss his head and rub his back. "Jungkook loves you a lot, he would be hurt to know that you think he doesn't care about you. You know how much he cares about you and would never want you to feel sad..."

He doesn't say anything more, I know it's going to be hard to make him see that we love both of them equally. It's not Jungkook's fault, he just doesn't pay attention to the way he acts because of how much he loves his son, he wanted to have a baby so much that now, he cannot stop wanting to hold him against him, to hug him, and kiss him. Taking care of his son makes him happy as ever, and he sometimes not realize that he indeed has more attention on his son than Daehan once he's with him, but no one would have the right to blame him for that.

"Do you promise me you won't think that again?" I pass my fingers through his hair and look at him. Doing everything possible to swallow the tight knot in my throat. "Yeah..." he nods but wipes his tears away from his face with his sleeve.