Au Revoir-MaiChard (A Collection of One Shot)

Is It Over?

Author's Note:
I was listening to the song "Is it Over", Jaya's version. So I thought of writing something about this.

I know the past months was one hell of a ride for our shipper's heart. But whatever happens, I will always have that hopeful spot for RJ and Maine. I love you both even when things are close to being over or Is it already over?

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RJ
I used to think that we had that bulletproof relationship. It wasn't perfect, it has its own ups and downs but I have always believed that we will come out stronger in every challenges that we have encountered. But NO. I am here at the four corners of my room, thinking so hard why and how did things unfold for the past years.

Heartbroken is an understatement. I am so broken that I even question why it has to end this way when it started so beautifully.

She is my life and I don't know how to pick this up for me to move forward again.

She became my lifeline when I thought I couldn't find someone who would see my worth as I am.

She became the center of my life next to GOD and family because that is how much she owns my heart and soul.

She is my beacon of light when I see darkness.

She is mine, but then again...not anymore...

Maine
Maybe the pessimist in me won over.

I am just so sorry that sometimes I would think that he is too good for me. His love has always been reassuring but there are demons within me that I need to fight — alone.

I can't always hang on to his love every time I feel insecure nor doubt myself if I am worthy to be loved the way he did.

I can't keep pushing him away, every time I feel like shutting down myself to the world including him, and then walks out and walks in like nothing happens — because honestly, he doesn't deserve that.

I can't be selfish to the man whom from the very start gave all of his heart — selflessly to me.

So, today — I decided to end things up with him. Hoping he'll understand me, if not now, then, maybe someday when we cross path in our new lives he would be able to see the reasons why I needed to do this.

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"So this is goodbye?" RJ asked with pain and tears in his eyes.

"Yes". Maine answered, holding back her tears.

RJ: You think saying goodbye will make you happy? *He lets his tears fell, he doesn't care anymore.

Maine: *Looks up, this time feeling the impact of the situation they're in, and finally giving in to the tears that she keeps holding on not to fall a while ago.* I don't know. But one thing's for sure. I need this.

RJ: Okay. *put his hands up* You need this, even if I don't fully understand your reason, but I'd give this to you. Goodbye, Maine.

Maine: Goodbye, RJ. I love you, please don't ever doubt that.

RJ: Unfortunately, Maine — you've made me doubt everything that we have, especially your love. I am sorry.

RJ then turn his back on her and walks out, literally on her, figuratively in her life.

Maine grips her chest...

"Until our next hello, RJ..." She whispers. Hoping against hope that there will still be another chance for them in the future.

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Author's Note:
My dear ADN. It isn't over until it's over. Keep hoping and praying for our dear MaiChard.