When I attained conciseness for the second time my eyes were still closed. My eyes were still closed for the fear of what or where I would be when I opened them. After a while the feeling of fear slowly receded and left my body as I sat up and realized where I was at. I came to realize that I or at least my soul, me or who I was was in the very room my actual body was in. It seemed like I was still alive though the monitors that were attached to me were still active. I walked over to the window as I looked out of it I could see the city skyline still dark as the pre dawn light shined over it. I sat in the old blue chair in the corner of the room. I sat there for a at least a few hours as I contemplated what my life would be if this wouldn't have happened. I also thought about what my life had come to; what my life was. It was a lot to think about as a 16 year old. The silence and my thoughts were interrupted by my mom and my two best friends -Jasmine, Zeke and Miles- and some of my family coming in the room.
