mainly damien imagines aa

damien haas, nsfw

vvvvvvvvv nsfw + swears,
if you know me in real life,
p l e a s e don't read- unless you're comfortable with learning about the sexual side of things 😔🤙

i would call myself a whore wholeheartedly, mainly because i'm always whining about wanting to be praised.. but also because there isn't a time where i'm not secretly aroused-

because, well, i love being degraded BUT only if i'm praised afterwards (i.e you goddamn whore, you're so good at what you do).

n e ways,

i love damien haas, he's perfect,
no, like he's so sweet and goddamn is he attractive
have i mentioned how much i love him?

i would imagine myself walking over to his office, hoping he'd be "working",
by this i mean he'd be doing everything but what he is required to do;

and, well, show him how much i'm desperate for him,

whether it's straight up unbuckling his belt and getting it done, or making him wait -> which makes my movements irresistible

because holy shit, would i so enjoy hearing him beg for more

ALRIGJT

getting on wirh the actual smut

phase 1: i would probably straddle him while he's still at his desk and chair, because i would still weigh like nothing (which i hate by the way! smh) and would start working on his neck 🥺

giving him small kisses and giving hickies (because whew chile, hickies are hot as hell). all while i'm doing this, i wouldn't let him touch himself because my sadistic side wants him to be on EDGE

he'd be giving muffled moans but yknow, we cant be having our best boy hiding his voice, can we? i'd move his hand (which is a vvvvvvvvv nice hand if i do say so myself) and since i have a kink for hands, i'd shove his fingers into my MOUTH.

i just- i don't know, hands and tongues sound so hot to me :(

i'm relatively quiet, at least i think??
i don't really touch myself with my hands because i don't know how to, ive tried, but it feels all too weird lolol

warning: menstrual cycle paragraph below
i know how to use tampons, which are great but lowkey spooky if you forget to change it out before 8 hours (which i do!! mainly since i leak before then on my heavy days)

but moving on,

i'd whisper how much i love him into his ear because WHEW his reaction is always so sweet,
but dun dun d u n , that's obviously not my intention,

i'd start moving.. lower and lower,
getting to the GOOD part
i'd unbuckle his belt and kiss just below his belly button just to tease him a lil bit 🥰

ok ok
real nsfw smut starts now

after doing all that, id probably palm him before i pull his boxers to the side,

(that's another thing i like, keeping some clothes on to make it seem more "taboo")

and grab his MEMBER.

but i'd slowly slide my fingers across his shaft,

yknow that feeling when something is LIGHTLY touching you and you get all twitchy? yeah, imagine that but on your DICK :0

and ultimately this would make him whimper, soon following that i'd gently put my mouth on it,
being ever so gentle on the head.

with soft "sliding" motions, i'd let my tongue swipe across the head. this would cause him to make muffled sounds.
and like i said, we can NOT have our best boy be doing that.
so i'd quickly shove as much as i can into my mouth,
this would make him hitch his breath and forget about hiding his voice

i have a small mouth with a sensitive gag reflex so i wouldn't be able to deep throat him :(

but i'd try my best to pleasure him,

after a few minutes passed, he'd pick me up and take me to his best room, THE BEDROOM BAY BEES.

[edit:
7.11.19
3:35 am
i'm making a new chapter thingy because it's whore hours and i have new thoughts.. if you know what i mean 😌]

[edit:
8.18.19
nope, scratch that.. still made another thing with more smut so!! :D]