Found but Lost-D.T

10

"Efan"

"Yeah?"

"What happened to daddy?"

"I'm sorry Lilly but he's not here anymore"

"Is he dead"

"Y-yes"

"Is he safe"

"Yes"

"Would he be happy knowing you're not giving up on me and you're staying for me?"

"Yes?"

"He's proud of you and always will I love you Efan"

"How are you such a smart 1 year old"

She shrugged and ran upstairs to her room

I was dying because of Grayson but she made dying liveable

I'm staying here for Lilly

I'm not leaving her

Nothing is going to stop me from keeping Lilly safe

I've made one mistake 7 times

I never succeeded what I wanted then but I succeeded in the long run

How would I see Lilly grow up if I was gone

I need to text Cameron

E-I need your help

C-what

E-I need your help raising a child oh wait I just realised never mind I forgot what I sent earlier

C-Wait What happened to gray

E-no it doesn't matter

I needed to sort my boxes

Emma

Melody

And

myself

I sorted all the pictures of me and Emma into her box

I sorted through my artwork and gave it to melody as well as all the suicide notes I never gave out

I had nothing else to give out

But my life

What money do I have to support Lilly

I have to get help

I can ask James

E-James?

J-yeah?

E-i have a problem

J-can I fix it?

E-can you babysit Lilly please

J-Wait why?

E-I have nobody else to do it

J-Where's Grayson

E-I don't know

J-what do you mean

E-where do people go straight after death?

J-graysons dead?

E-yeah

J-can't Emma do it

E-she don't want her fucking child can you just help me out

J-you know I just tolerated you for Grayson I don't have to do that anymore

E-that really helps I have no money no job nothing I have to look after a 1 year old who's dad just died and mother doesn't want her I am severely suicidal what else do you need from me I just need help so I can have a interview for a job I can work from home for I thought you would be the one person that would do this but I guess if you won't do it nobody will bye James have fun by ending our friendship right after my brother died and I almost died it really helps I have all this responsibility and not even 3 days ago I hung myself in a forest and you really trust myself with a child I don't even trust myself and before you say anything I'm not giving up on Lilly she's going to be brought up by me no matter what bye James I now know Jamie is not my friend if you're smart you will notice and melody I don't even know bye James

*Ethan blocked James*