this is me

what I have to say

trigger warning: suicide is mentioned

from time to time we all, well more like most of us, feel the need to just say we are going to stop talking to someone or everyone and once before I have said the same thing and cracked after an hour but after last night I have decided(after a mental breakdown that lead to me planning my own suicide) that I will stop talking to which yes I told my mom and yes I am going to learn sign but this is also 1.hard and 2.harmful. its hard cuz I practically talk my life away everyday and its harmful because after not using my voice for certain periods of times it hurts. yeah unlike the fanfiction on this app or site it hurts if you don't speak for a long time and I think it can damage your vocal cords in a way so be careful. anywho that's it wish me the best of luck love~ Me!