Love, Hate and Coming Out (Larry Stylinson)

August- Getting Ready for Hell

Monday August 25th

Lying on the floor in my bedroom

11.00 p.m - 

Don't bother asking what i'm doing lying on the floor, i couldn't sleep. This seemed like the next best place to be. Mum is sending me off to boarding school in exactly a week, and to say i didn't want to go is an understatement. The boarding school is a place full of stuck up rich people, whose familys obviously don't care enough about them to let them live at home.  In truth this was all mums new boyfriends idea. I hate him, he's such a jerk. I've been trying to make mum change her mind and not send me there, but nothing seems to be working. She has her mind set on sending me there. And to make matters worse, It's started to rain heavily, making my already depressed mood turn even worse. Why world did you have to turn your back on me? Was it because i forgot to put the toilet seat down one to many times? Or was it because of the time i left the goldfish in the bath and it went down the plug hole?

11.30 p.m- 

If i licked the hamster, would i get a disease that means i wouldn't have to go to school? or would i die? Actually, both would mean i didn't have to go to the school. But knowing Mark i'd still have to go if i was a Zombie trying to kill everyone and steal their kidneys.

11.35 p.m -

Great, there is thunder. This means one of two things. I am not going to sleep all night, or my bed is going to be full up with my sisters. Either way i won't be sleeping.

11.45 p.m-

I have Daisy and Phoebe, the twins, cuddling with me in my bed. i don't mind, I just wish they'd let me have some more of the cover and not eat biscuits in my bed and leave crumbs. it's most uncomfortable.

'Louis' Daisy asked me

'Yes jelly bean?' I asked her

'If you had lots of money and could fill a room up with anything what would it be?' She was sleepy, we all were but the thunder prevented us from sleeping.

'I'd say bobbleheads' i replied. 

and then Phoebe joined in,

'Louis' Phoebe said

'Yes Bubblegum?' 

'Did you really manage to set your C.D player on fire?' She asked.

'Yes' Was my reply to that. 

11.55 p.m-

Lottie and Fizz came in and both some how have covers. This is why i want a lock on my door, not that i mind them in here, but sometimes i want alone time. But that never seems to happen in such a full house. The thunder has stopped. And the girls are all asleep on my bed. I'm back on the floor. There's more room. I think i may try and lick Lotties Hamster, Fluffy. Just to see what happens.

Tuesday August 26th

 

In the garden

10.30 a.m

Plan about the hamster is a no go. Fluffy died last night and i'm attending his funeral. I'm wearing a black shirt and black jeans. This is ridiculous, but Lottie insisted it was what he wanted. I didn't know hamsters could want a funeral. But you learn something new every day, right?