Love at first sight-Louis&Eleanor

Chapter Nineteen.

A/N; FIRST OF ALL OMFG! YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING, NEARLY 7,000 READS REALLY? HOLY CRAP IM SO EXCITED..ahaha, sorry little hyper o.O

Also this is a filler..sorry /:

Anyways, sorry i havent been on for a while, ive had waaaaaaaay to much on my mind, i havent had the best coupled of last days (if that makes sence??) Anyway, i have also been buying stuff for Alpine, the camp im going to for nine weeks where there will be no internet for this or anything, so yeah but ill do a little authors note before i leave, which i leave in 24 days eeeek, im so excited. anyways. enjoy(:

-Nikki xx

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Harry's POV.

You know the feeling of having to say goodbye to someone forever? Making sure that you take care of yourself more than ever and always look at pictures of you and them remembering everything? Praying, oh praying to god every singel day asking for them to come back? When they are gone, for good..?

Seeing Lou like this wasnt good. He's never been like this, he's never been so quiet, ever. You know Louis? Well yeah he isnt that hyperactive and that anymore, he's more to himself and upset or down. Its weird, i liek seeing the normal Lou around, that sounds harsh but its not, well hopefully, well actually yeah it sounds harsh. Harry keep it togther man, he;s hurting now, go help him. I didnt realise what that voice meant in my mind until i looked up to see Lou on the floor clutching at his heart, I dropped the glass of Orange Juice that i had and ran over, calling everyone.

"LIAM, NIALL, ZAYN QUICK!" At the sound of my yell they all rushed down the stairs in a hurry and came to my side, i was now crying because of this. Lou was sick, and we had no idea what is wrong with him. Maybe thats why he seemed so off for the past 4 days, ever since Eleanor left something changed from the blink of an eye.

I dont understand it, really.

Was lou really sick?

Did he need help?

Im so scared.

I dont know what to do, i cant handle this, not now not ever.

As we made our way to the hospital tears started to flow down faster and faster as i saw a lifless body of Louis TOmlinson before me, i was rocking back and forth in my seat waiting until all this pain went away, let me tell you, it never did.

Zayn's POV.

Seeing Louis like this was horrible, but seeing Harry like that made my heart break, Louis and Harry were always close but seeing them both hurt and upset, seeing Harry with tears streaming down his face, its killing me. I wish i had an idea of how to help, but theres no way, until Louis is woken up again, moving around, being that annoying little brat that is cheeky and does stupid pranks on us boys.

I will miss him.

He will wake up..soon.

When i first heard Harry yell for us i never imagined it to be turning out liek this, last time he called us down it was because he was mad and upset, we had to comfort him for an hour, but now we will have to comfort him for around a week, until Louis is fine and Harry is fine..

I dont want this band to fall apart

Liams POV.

Seeing Louis lifless body laying in the car is hurting, hurting alot. Its not the jumpy Louis that everyone knwos, its the sad and hurt Louis.

No one knew what was wrong with him, he was being awfully quiet for 4 days until today Harry saw Louis on the floor, clutching his heart. Us boys would have never imagined it like this, well now it is so we dont have to imagine, because its reality and its right in front of our eyes.

Niall's POV.

Tears were forming in my eyes as i remember all the good things Louis has ever done to us. Hes always been here for us, making us laugh and making everyone hurt, but it was the energetic Louis. Tjis Louis made everyone uneasy and especially Harry, they are so close and it will be really hard if Harry loses Louis, it will be hard on everyone. I have no idea what i'll do. Its hard knowing that hes not gunna come through that front door screaming 'Hunny im home!' and tacklign all of us in the loungeroom.

Its going to be hard to say goodbye to Louis, but he wont go will he>

Louis POV. (The day it happened, but explainging a bit about why)

I havent told the boys, i could never tell them that somethign is wrong with my heart and it hurts, ive been hurting for the last 4 days even on the day El left, but i didnt show the pain, even at the shows thats when it all started i was jumping around when all of a sudden when i went to the change room my heart hurt reallly badly. I had no idea what was going on.,

I went to the doctors 2 days later and they said i had an infection on my heart. No wonder ive been in so much pain, i can never sleep at night. I cry silently when im in bed, so the boys dont figure if anythigns up, but there always is. I have been putting on that fake smile, 24/7 they seem to buy it besides Harry and Liam, they always ask me if im okay, of course i answer with yeah why wouldnt i be then jump around, once again ignoring the pain.

Harry was in the kitchen day dreaming with a galss of orange juice in his hand, i tried to get his attention but it never happened. I tried to walk but i collapsed, i clutched at my heart, it was hurting more than ever.

I heard a smash of a glass hit the kitchen floor as i fall, holding my heart for dear life, i dont want to die, not now, not never. It wont happen, it cant be happening. please god make it stop.

Everything went black.