Hello everyone !
I really love to write and share what I feel but to publish it? A big No, No he he
so what makes me push to did this? Oh well.. I don’t know, it’s just that I’m still confused and my heart and mind are so stressed bout my feelings...
i am hoping that you will enjoy my story and realistically give me an advice to what am i suppose to do now. just read, read, read and read. Laugh and cry with me and feel the moment :) I hope while reading this you can get a lesson from my mistakes and not to do it.
Thank you in advance ^_____________________^
the Author... Bow :)
introduction
There comes a point in every person’s life when he or she parts ways with someone: ex, friend and anyone in between. Upon first meeting this person, there’s a sweet beginning, but once you come to really know each other and grow comfortable, you suddenly realize that the relationship no longer brings any particular value to your life and is conceivably, even unfavourable. Sometimes, we hold on to people purely based on how long we have known them. Time can tie people together, but if you feel as though there’s nothing considerable keeping you connected, time is not a strong enough reason to hold on to something that’s simply no longer worth holding onto. We grow complacent with people once we’re comfortable with them. But, hanging onto someone for the pure sake of it and because you don’t know anything else isn’t good enough reason. Fear is another reason why we can’t move on. There’s the fear of being alone and not being able to find someone else; fear of someone using our deepest and darkest secrets as blackmail; fear of the hate and tension that will ensue; fear of regret once someone is gone. Sometimes, things are better left as mere memories. You can try to change things back to how they were or try to create things to be the way you want them, but you’ll never truly happy because it’ll never be anything like how things once were. If anything, there’s now too much pressure and expectation in the air to recreate what you both once had. Instead, hold on to and cherish the memories, but move forward. Be thankful for what a friendship or relationship brought you and taught you. Beyond that, friendship and relationships—at the same time as they do have their downfalls and can require fixing—should essentially come naturally. If a person isn’t ringing something significant to your life, not treating you how you’d like or isn’t the type of person you want him or her to be, it’s a clear sign that you need distance. While it would be selfish of you to not accept a person for whom he or she is, it would be unfair for you to have to endure a friendship or relationship that isn’t cultivating a better you.
Chapter 1: The End
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Hindi ka man pumayag alam ko soon.. matatanggap mo den. Tsss... ayoko na hubby... hindi na ako masaya... hindi na ako natutuwa... ayoko na... tuloy na naten to.. Let’s take our walk separately... I'm sorry... and it's final... It's over... Thank you for everything... I know you'll overcome this... I’m not the perfect girl for you... if were meant to be.., God will lead us and we will meet and see each other again... Good night and God bless"
message sent.
So this is how our relationship ends. Know what after I send that I don’t know the feelings I have ee.. yung feeling na .. I’m waiting for his responses yet i kept on playing COC. Maybe that is how i interchanged my moods.. Coz I know myself that I can retract with that if he will not react. I don’t know.. bhest help me please?
