Feelings (random af)

Tough (41 lines)

When your friends think your tough
even when you don't feel good enough
you fade,
you fade then dissipate.

You want those words to be true
but it's not true to you,
you bring it up
then their smile comes undone

They say sorry
then try to help you up,
you let go before they took your hand
and then they see your friends

Your friends stress you out,
you hate to admit it
they caused this
but you still want to keep in touch

You think some more
and find your ex's,
their kisses
made you miss them

You don't want this life
the life of an endless depression
but it is here
and you can't miss it

Your one true friend comes up
they smile once
and you feel tough
they say you should let it out
and that it's not weak

You let it go
and take their hand,
it grips on tight
interlocked to give you height

For once you feel free
and to think to be,
yourself,
and no friends
can pull you down

As if they tried,
you could be tough,
enough.

Haven't posted in a while. Well fells nice to post this.