There was a small tit-bit going on between heart and mind;
MIND: hey, wat happened to that girl whom you used to meet every day. U look kinda different now a days. U weren’t the same as u were before. You look kinda low.
HEART: Nothing like that, its going as routine . My days are going good. Cuz of work and other stress may be I am looking low.
MIND: you didnt completely answer my question..
HEART: nope I answered .
MIND: I asked you about that girl whom you used to meet daily after ur shift. That hazel eye one. What happened to her.
HEART: huhhhhhhh,ummmmmm !!!!!!!!!!!! yea v do meet once a while not like before !!! not like before !!! nothing much.
MIND: its like kinda you are hiding something!!! Tell it bro wat actually happened.
HEART: she is not like before bro!!! she is changed a lot . People change according to their time and moods, that too wen it comes to girls it keeps on fluctuating every fucking minute for them.
MIND: come on bro, you people were so damn close, you were the lucky one .
HEART: yeahhh!!!!! Before we used to meet every single day!!! After my shift but now its not happening….
MIND: so u mean to tell!!! She is ignoring.
HEART: yeah!!!!! But its 50-50. She calls me up sometimes. Sometime she doesn’t.
MIND: why !!! did u mess up something !!!! I
HEART: nope!!!! I think she s bored of me !!! or huhmmm found some one else interesting than me!!!!! As I told girls keep on changing their mind. May be that’s the reason. I don’t understand her .
MIND: How can it be man!!!! You people were so damn close and now u r telling u don’t understand her !!!!!
HEART: She is not like before man!!! The cloud whom I see god damn 8 months before was different and the present is different . I seriously don’t know why did she change so much .
MIND: Whattt!!!!!!!!! She s changed no ways I dnt think so she is changed
HEART: yeah, man she is changed the same cloud whom I saw 8 months back is different and the present one is different. The same girl who used to hold my arms telling I am into you… and I was see you every day. I don’t wanna miss u even a single day. Today god damn same girl is telling me we are just friends nothing much, I am in such a fear of losing her rather than making her understand. S o I had to shut my fucking mouth. The same girl who told she wanted to spend every minute with me , today the same god damn girl is hesitating just to spend bloody 5 minutes with me. The same girl whom I used to dream off , it was she. The same cloud. She was the same bold, curly, hazel eyes and all of a sudden after few months . She shows a drastic change. The same girl who used to feed me all the time when we used to meet. She was the only girl whom I kissed for the first time in my life. Today it’s been a god damn 2 months I haven’t seen her.
HEART: I want to call and talk to her!!!!!
MIND: yeah!! Go on.
HEART: nope!!
MIND: What’s stopping you
HEART: Dono, what’s stopping me, but I am confused.
MIND: confused for what! Either to talk or tell what’s going on in mind.
HEART: I don’t understand bro!!! I dono know what’s happening to me.
MIND: What made your feelings get too deep for her.
HEART: its like!!! I cant explain..
MIND: In the beginning you was strong, controlled yourself to stay away from all these things. But now, its looks totally different. Still I don’t get what made you fall in love with her.
HEART: she is different from other girls !! I have never met a girl like her in my past !! bold, beautiful, strong and many more. I am sure I have never met a girl like her.
MIND: Hmmmmm!!!!! So what you going to do further.
HEART: don’t know. What do you want me to do.
MIND: Go with the flow!!! Be strong other than this I cant tell anything!!! But still I don’t get this man
Heart: what still you don’t get . I have told what is going inside me!!! Nothing else other than this. What else u want to know..
Mind: I want to know from the beginning !!! From the day to till date. I am damn sure that would be interesting from the day 1 of you both met each other..
Heart: That is a big story to tell from the beginning ….
Mind: thats okay !!! I want to listen it from the beginning of the day you saw her!!!! You should tell each and every second you have spent with her!!!
Heart: Fine: I will tell you – from the day 1…
AUGUST 4th: – HAZEL EYES:
Heart: On this day it was the first time I saw the cloud. As I was working in a hospital in billing section. She was a staff nurse in the same hospital. It was afternoon, me and a duty doctor were going on a rounds to every floor !!! In 4th floor , I saw this cloud for the first time. As soon as I saw her I wanted to tell her that. She has the beautiful hazel eyes, but I couldn’t , because some other staffs were there. But I directly went n sat next to her , started to stare at her. We started to talk casually, at first I asked her name, she didn’t even turn to me and just told her name CLOUD, I thought she was a Mangalorean, but she was a Malayali. I hardly spent max 20 minutes that day, sitting next to her starring at her, talking to her. Actually wanted to ask her number, but asking the number on the first day seeing wasn’t seem to be good. It was like unexpectedly I met her, spoke to her . After coming out of that floor , I seriously don’t know what happened to me. I went several time to that floor , just to check whether she is there or no. On that day I couldn’t find her, after that. But I wasn’t disturbed also. But I don’t know what happened to me that day. I wanted to see her again n again. Thinking that next day her duty will be in 4th floor , I went but she wasn’t there. After this , I tried a lot just to meet her. But no she wasn’t found. Thinking she used to be in 2nd shift everyday I used to go near the biometric and used to wait for her till she comes, but it was of no use after that day I dint see her at all. Then I was like I will see her one or other day, we have to see meet each other.
The next time I saw her, she had finished her night duty and she was coming out , that day morning I saw her, I started smiling as soon as I saw her. She came to me, she was
Cloud: hii, how are you.
Me: am good, how are you.
Cloud: am fine, where are you going!!
Me: I just told her me and my friends are going out !! Just like that
Cloud: good , ( showed thumbs-up) waved me byee… and just moved.
Later, It was feeling like finally I saw her again after a week. Do you know feel that kind of peace when you eagerly wait for the person u want to meet suddenly appears
Mind: so u remember each and everything !!! From the day you saw her !! DTS okay what happened next how did you take her number!!!!
AUGUST 15th – CHALLENGE OF GETTING HER NUMBER
Heart: So u want to know how did I get her number
Heart: After that morning, I again dint see her for another few days. Again she disappeared. She wasn’t to be seen. Then on this day, one of my friend challenged me there is a girl in ICU, if you can get her number. Till then I never knew he was telling it was about the cloud. I was like okay I will get, for the sake of the challenge I went to ICU and when I went, I saw her again for the 3rd time again. I went in said hoi to her and we started talking as usual, but my insisted that I had to come back with the number or else I will lose the challenge against him. The best part here, I was like how to ask her number, before I could ask her. She told you take my number, you will need it and I was like yess I took her number and gave it missed call from my phone and I told her that I will save her number as Maggi instead of cloud. Den I told I will text her and came out of ICU. At that moment it was like I won the challenge and I got what I wanted. I never she would give her number before I ask her. She did it.
Mind: finally you survived in both the ways. You won and got it. Then after this what happened !!!! Continue.
Heart: then I still remember , that day evening I texted her hiii, she also replied me back
Mind: hmmmm!!! That's great ,
Heart: we used text each other daily.. it was a casual texting good morning!! Coffee etc etc. As the days went on !!!! One fine day!!!
SEPTEMBER 4th - FIRST DATE
Heart: on this day !! I asked her to out to meet me!!! She was like yeah sure !!! We will go out!!! As she had her morning duty, we both met each other after her duty in some nearby place.
Mind: where did you take her !!!
Heart: I dint take her anywhere, she wanted to have ice-cream. So we went to corner house.
Mind: good !!! First date to corner house…
Heart: we went to corner, she ordered DBC and one litchii … the best part starts from here I thought it would just be a casual and go back home, but this is where it totally changed. All of a sudden, she started feeding me the ice cream. She was like, you are chubby, your attitude everything is pretty cool. She started calling me baby, bae. For a moment I was like what happened to her. She started feeding me and all of a sudden she was like I want to buy you something, let’s do shopping for u baby. At first I was like no, I don’t want anything. I was like!!! Why would she shop for me ??? She pulled me to reliance trends , selected a shirt and tees and billed it. Later she did some shopping. I hardly spent 3 hours with her but those 3 hours was best time I have ever spent with her. I don’t take anything given by girls, but that day , I took it from her. Later she dropped me and left for home. That day evening I couldn’t stop thinking about her and what had happened on that date. From that moment onwards she started calling me bae, baby, darling goes on. I do still remember dose.
Mind: Hmmmm, now it’s getting more interesting. After this what happened…
Heart: after this , we used to meet each and every day. It was like we both used to meet up and then go home after our shifts. Each and everyday I used to meet her, talk to her. Without talking to her, that day was like uncompleted. We used to talk to hours. We used to meet even in the odd time too.
Mind: odd time!!! Around 12 in the mid night huh???
Heart: not exactly 12 in the midnight, the time would be like 11:30 . You know once we had ice cream at this time.
Mind: whatt!!! 11.30 p.m. , you both had ice cream together.
Heart: yup!!! She used to work in some MNC for part-time. After finishing her work, we used to meet. One fine day she asked me to get ice creams. I brought 3 ice creams and was waiting for her to come. The best part starts here, as I had only 3 ice creams. Both of us had one. We were confused about who is going to eat the 3rd one. I told her, I have brought it for you, have it. She told nope, we both will have it. You know she eating it from one and I started to eat it from another end, but it ended up without kissing each other.
Mind: ohhh!!!! That's bad
Heart: this meeting her at the odd time!! Went on. Next day also I met her at the same time, she came we met, it was so cold and this girl she is not wearing a sweater . I was wearing a sweatshirt, that one was my favourite one, anyhow I couldn’t see her in that cold I gave it off to her. It was like I wanted her to feel safe. After reaching home she did a video- call
Cloud: Baby, thank you for the sweatshirt!!!!
Me: that's okay Da!!! Couldn’t see in that cold. So I gave it to you.
Cloud: she told it’s like I feel you are next to me when I wear this!!!
Me: I just smiled !!!! She was still wearing it
Mind: hmmmmmm!!!! Going good man! Then next
Heart: I think after 2 days I think she took me to a place called Teapoy- mutiny. I do remember we had a coffee and some sandwiches. Later came back home again. It was again the best day.
Mind: So, after this you people dint meet again huh !!!!!
Heart: No we used to meet daily!! It was like a routine for us. We used never go without meeting each other. She had given me a lighter. I still have that lighter now. You know each n every second I have spent with her it’s like printed in my mind. So after this she took me to another place. This was the best day forever to me.
Mind: which place was that??
OCTOBER 5TH - SECOND DATE
Heart: you know why I tell this day is unforgettable!!! Even though we dint go on a long ride nor a pub neither any hangouts. I consider this as the one of the best day ever.
Heart: On this day, I received a unexpected call from her. She was like baby why don’t go out today. I was like OK , but where shall we go, she was like will go to Shivajinagar. We both met each other went to Shivaji Nagar. I thought she brought me here for shopping. But she took me to church that day. To be frank I had never been to church till then. She brought candles, made me to light them. She made to kneel down and pray, to be frank all I didn’t pray!!! All I did was just staring at her. She sat for some 10 minutes
Praying. All the 10 min I did was just kneel down and stare at her. Even though the person behind told me enhalf of staring at her, pray for now. After this I had to act as if I am praying. After praying we spent few minutes in the church and came out for shopping. I do still remember, she hooked her forearm with mine and pulled me towards her. You know that is best feeling ever. It’s like you wished the girl you want and she's next to u hooked her arms wide u and he spending ur time with her, what else u want other than this. She had this awesome quality of chattering, she used to keep on chattering on some topics, even though I never used to utter a word I used to just nod my head and stare at her. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . She has this another extreme talent, that is bargaining. She is so god damn good at it, at any cost she convinces to give it to that price. I used to just see her face, how she does it. And another thing happened was I lost her bike key, we had to make a new one. Later we did some window shopping and other stuffs. Dose 5 hours with her was like. I spent my day well. Each and every moment of that day was like awesome. Her talks, her way of purchasing and mainly bargaining. Then we had come return because she had her night duty going on. But that day, was like fab. I still remember my sister’s asking me what has happened, why is he blushing so much. That day, I was like she is the one I was searching for.
Mind: So, you mean you started developing feelings for her that day onwards.
Heart: Hmmm, it’s like kinda may be or may not. Each and every time I used to meet her. I was like she is for me. After this our meetings turned to be daily. I used never go home without meeting her. I made myself like, I have to talk to cloud at any cist. The best part of her she used to never tell no. Once we couldn’t meet for like 3 days, I asked her
Me: Baby, it’s been 3 we haven’t met each other. I want meet you da. Shall we meet tomorrow after ur duty.
Cloud: Even I want to, even I want to meet and see you da.
Me: I will be waiting for your call.
Cloud: I will ping once my duty is done.
Heart: when she told me those words nah!!!! I was like flying. When the girl you like makes you feel as important nah, that's best feel ever.
Mind: it’s like, you people were so damn close to each other. Till now you both seem to be have a good understanding between both of you. That’s going cool.
Heart: You know once I dropped her home at mid-night.
Mind: Arey Wah!!!! Dropped her at mid-night night!!!
Heart: yup at midnight!!!! Dt is also a situation where I made myself to do that!!!
Mind: okay!!!! Tell me about that mid-night drop now!!! Seems interesting.
To be continued......
