I just sighs looking at our picture together with all those smiles, and everything.
He was my first crush, my first love, my happiness, my ideal man, my everything.
He was my world.
But everything changed.
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Including him.It was our time when we were in middle school when we first met each other and soon, we fell in love. I thought he was the one. I thought he was destined for me. But what I thought, was wrong.
He knew everything from the start and yet, he didn't get to tell me a tiny bit about it. He got the chance to do so even if it was too late. But he chose to keep it a secret.
I hate him!
I hate him for being so selfish! I hate him for hurting me so bad!
The last time he said goodbye to me was five years ago and yet, those pain he left me still remains flesh here in my heart.
Five years ago, I received a call from an unknown person and she just told me to get into that address that she have sent me. I don't know why but that makes my heart beats so fast that I could barely breath and without doubt, I went straightly into that address.
Everytime I got nearer and nearer to that certain place, just makes my heart beats faster and faster. I just got those feeling that something is not right. Something bad is about to happen.
When I arrived at the address that the unknown person sent me, I saw someone standing in front of that house and I just went towards her and asked her if she's the one who called me to come here.
She just answer me with another question and I just nod at her saying I am Suga's girlfriend. With that, she grabbed my wrist and pulled me inside the house and we both stopped in front of a certain door.
"Who are you? Why did you bring me here? How come you know my boyfriend?" I asked her the moment she let me go.
"I'm his cousin, Jennie. He's in that room. He wanted to see you before he leaves. I'll stay here outside. Just call me if you need me."
I twisted the knob but I couldn't push it. I don't know why but my hands are shaking right now.
I just erased that thought and with all force, I was able to open it.
But the moment I saw him, it just got worst.
I've felt my knees weakened and fall onto the ground, my hand covering my mouth open, with my wide eyes, and tears starts falling.
Seeing him on this scenario just kills me inside. I don't know what came into my mind but I just looked at him in the eyes with a broken heart and tears just keep falling.
"Y-you said you were on a fucking business trip! Why are you g*d damn in here?!
W-why a-are y-you... *sobs* Why the fuck are you
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Dying?!"I can't believe this is happening.
"Babe, please. Please don't leave me! You can do this. You're the strongest person l've ever met. I'm now here babe. Please stay strong!"
He tries look at me and smile like everything's gonna be okay.
"I-I'm glad y-you c-could make it. I'm s-sorry, I c-couldn't s-stay with y-you for the r-rest of y-your l-life. A-always remember that y-you're the greatest g-gift that God has given to me and e-everything that has e-ever happened to me. N-now, I'm letting you g-go. Don't w-worry, I'll always b-be in your h-heart. Guiding and s-supporting you. Th-thank y-you for e-everything. I...love...y-you."
What the fuck is happening?! No, no, please!
"I love you too. Please, don't. *sobs* Nooooooo! You can't leave me! *sobs* Someone please help me! *sobs* Jennieeeeeee!!"
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That was five years ago. But even up until now, I'm still waiting.Waiting for him to get me.
I place my right hand on my chest and look up in the sky. I closed my eyes and a tear drop fell.
"I love you Suga. Always will."
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