𝒮𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓁 𝐿𝒾𝒻𝑒

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currently, all seven of the boys were sat in an uber to the restaurant they were heading to eat at. jeno was being the smiling angel he is, renjun was talking to him despite jaemin having his arms wrapped around his waist. he seemed to be overly protective of the boy despite all they did was cuddle. markhyuck were being the sickly cute they always are and chensung were currently playing minecraft together on their phones. "was the game fun?" renjun asked, facing his friend and resting his chin on his hand.

"oh fuck yes. when we won, the captain for the other team threw himself on the floor and screaming." jeno laughed, "he was such a pussy." donghyuck nodded and went back to putting all his attention to mark again.

jeno started scrolling through instagram so renjun turned to jaemin who immediately smiled at the fact he was getting attention. "hihi"

"hey nana" the shorter smiled, reaching to play with the others hair, his hands soon being held by a larger, warmer pair. he felt his cheeks heat up. he pushed his head into jaemin's chest and hid there for a few minutes until the car pulled up. everyone was cooing at the adorable sight. the pink haired was blushing too but he didn't really notice, he just gently played with the others hair and hummed a comforting tune.

the car pulled up just a few moments later and everyone climbed out one by one. they all all thanked the driver and made their way inside. jaemin refused to let go of renjun's hand, the boy didn't mind but he had grown very shy and would of rather just cuddled with the other. "awwww, so sweet i think i'm getting diabetes." donghyuck remarked jokingly, making the chinese go a shade of pink.

once they reached their private room, they all admired it. there was a long, dark oak table with velvet sofas on each side. jeno slid himself to the corner on the left side and patted next to him. "renjunnie come here." he watched as the taller male looked angry. renjun nodded and smiled, slipping into the seat next to his friend. soon enough everyone was seated, jaemin had landed on the opposite end of the table to his renjunnie.

jeno leaned to renjun's ear, smirking at jaemin. "he likes you y'know?" he whispered. renjun looked at him and shook his head.

"i doubt it. what makes you say that?"

"he's jealous that you're sat with me and not him." the chinese shook his head.

"nah. see. he's fine." he pointed over and smiling, not realising the small glare.

"he's glaring injunnie." renjun looked, seeing the furrowed brows and narrowed eyes.

"oh." he smiled warmly, giving a tiny wave, the expression softening on the jealous male.

"you can make him go to soft with just a simple smile. how?" jisung had asked, leaning over the table. renjun simply shrugged and turned to the youngest. he honestly didn't know and to be fair, he didn't know that jaemin even liked him. he refused to even consider it. a guy like na jaemin, being interested in him? nah. no way. "if you're doubting him liking you, then you're blind." the boy currently leaning over said, flicking the others head before seating himself back down.

renjun stole occasional glances at the other the entire meal. did jaemin like him? was there even that as a possibility renjun shook the thought and focused on his food (or what was left of it) instead. beef hot pot, eating the remains. "renjunnie! why don't you like, steal a kiss from him later." chenle winked. the other shook his head simply.

"you know me. i'll hide from and avoid him for months, we finally get our friendship back then boom. i ruin it again. i can't have that." he sighed, looking up to see the rest of their friends staring at him. "uhhhh... i uh." the male flushed red, pointing his head down and fiddling with his fingers.

they spent another couple of hours talking and eating before they decided it was time to go home. mark calling the uber even though jeno insisted he pay to which mark dismissed since the other hadn't allowed him to pay for the food. honestly, jaemin found it hysterical, he was laughing at the two's bickering. everyone was. jeno reluctantly agree after some coaxing and pretty much huffed the whole journey back.

by the time they did arrive home, it was nearly 5 pm and the group decided to just go back to their respectable houses and do whatever they must.

although he had studying to finish, renjun decided that he should write all his thoughts down. sitting at his desk, he pulled a key from a chain around his neck, hidden previously by clothes. he unlocked the drawer and took out a leather book, unlocking it with another key on the chain and opening it before putting the chain back down his shirt. he only really kept the book under so much protection because of his parents and brother. he wrote in the book in chinese so that if any of his friends got hold of it, it'd still keep his thoughts and secrets safe, except mark since ten could probably read chinese and translate it for him if he really wanted to know. but his family would obviously understand so thats why he protected it so much.

he took the pen he kept in the drawer specifically for writing and started to note down his feelings and thoughts.

2019.03.30

well here we are again. you could probably guess i'm about to rant about all my feelings for one specific person but you're used to it. and an inanimate object so.

anygays, he's adorable. i swear this is hormones making me say this as well but i honestly don't know anymore. it could be hormones or it could be something else. i dont know okay.

all my friends keep saying he likes me but like, i'm me, who could like that right? but i mean, he got jealous when i sat with my other best friend and he kept glaring at him and stuff like jeno means no harm or anything and everyone knows that but like, he doesn't?

right now is the time i want one of his bear hugs. like, i just miss him right now and like i just want his hugs but he's probably working or sleeping or even playing games. he might be talking to his brother but i don't know.

i've not actually seen his brother in a while. i wonder how he is. maybe i should go round and see them... nah that's too uh... too much for me.

ew this just got super messy. i'm usually quite organised with you but like, it just got messy. i'm sorry. my thoughts are all over the place at the moment.

okay well, i'm gonna sign off because i don't want this beautiful book becoming anymore messy.

bye

~Huang Renjun

he sighed, satisfied that he got out all his feelings. he swiftly locked the book back up and laid his head down on his desk.

he was falling asleep until something made him become fully aware again.

Buzz Buzz

he looked at his phone screen.

mork☠️
go to your window and open it. i need to talk to you but i need you to see something first.

renjun looked over, nodding and stretching. he walked over and opened it looking out and texting mark.

jun✍️
what's wrong?

mork☠️
my parents are home and caught ten not looking smart. they deadass screamed at him.

jun✍️
what did you need me to see though?

mork☠️
if you could see in the front room at what's going on. i don't wanna go down and catch them upset but i don't want ten to get fired. yknow? he's more of a brother than my brother.

jun✍️
aight.
so there's yelling,
scolding.
frowning.
uhhh, ten got up.
he's walked out the room.
and i cant see him anymore but he hasn't left.
id of seen him walk out.

mork☠️
yeah, he just came into my room huffing and saying that he used the excuse of thinking he had a day off.

jun✍️
okay. have fun bro.

he sighed, putting his phone in another drawer before going to his bed. he was honestly about to pass out, he was so tired. so he just let himself fall asleep, the only exit from the real world.
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