When It Hurts So Good

PROLOGUE

Ring!!!!!!

And there goes the late bell. Honestly I don't know why I do this to myself. I cant even blame it on my alarm because I've already used that excuse way to many times.

I was up by 5:00 am. Just in time to get prepared for the day and have extra time. But what did I do. Snooze my alarm and went back to sleep thinking I'd be back up within 5 mins. I chuckled slightly at the thought. I knew I wasn't gonna be back up until aleast an hour. Especially with my luck but that didn't stop me from trying to beat the odds. So you can imagine my horror when I got up and saw that I only had 30 mins left to get to school.

So now I'm rushing to class on my short legs, clothes rumpled, hair a curly mess and my heart beating so fast and my breath was coming out short. As soon as I got to my classroom door I busted through the door falling flat on my face in the process. My body bursting with pain from my fall.

Laughter erupted instantly and I could already feel the tears pricking at my eyes but I blinked them away. Once again I managed to embarrass myself and I haven't even started my first class yet.

Forcing down my embarrassment, I pushed myself to my knees, picked up my bag and stood to my full height.

" Am I the only one who already knew she'd end up doing something to embarrass herself". I looked up just in time to see Noah whisper to Jake but loud enough for the entire class to hear.

" Well what else would you expect from someone so pathetic, I mean look at her. Does she try to look like a charity case on purpose". Abigail giggled gleefully as the rest of the class laughted at a joke that wasn't even funny. Tears pricked at my eyes again and I swiftly held my head down to hide it knowing it would only bring them pleasure.

"That's enough Abigail. Class quiet down. Elley please find your seat". Mr. Pusey spoke to my releif.

As I moved to my desk at the left of the class, Noah made sure he had the last comment " Try not to fall on your face again ". Earning a laugh from the class.

" I said thats enough Noah". Mr. Pusey shouted. Noah just rolled his eyes but he kept quiet so Mr. Pusey could continue with his class. I already knew that it was just for now. The day had only began.

I closed my eyes and clenched my teeth. Just a few more months and I'll be out of here. Just a few.

With that thought in mind I lifted my head and opened my eyes only to meet light brown eyes glaring intensely. He had a dark expression on his unfortunately, beautiful face. It scared me because it served as a reminder of whats to come.

I swallowed harshly and quickly turned my attention to the chalk board though I could still feel his eyes on me.

" Mr. Ivanov, I'd like to know what's seems so interesting behind you?". Mr. Pusey asked. Noah smirked and looked to Abigail who fluttered her eye lashes and pushed her chest up while twirling her silky soft raven hair.

"You really wanna know". His smirked grew larger. Mr. Pusey who clearly saw the exchange, face turned slightly red from either embarrassment or anger. Probably the latter.

" Just pay attention or its another detention". Mr. Pusey said with a hint of anger in his voice. So it was anger. I mean why would he be embarrassed. It's not like he fell flat on his face.

" Whatever". Noah blew him off not really caring since it wasn't any secret that if that was the case. He wasn't gonna show.

Mr. Pusey once again continued with class and I spaced out. My mind occupied by my own thoughts.

Just a few more months.