My neighbor

Kick To The Curve

I stood still seeing ryan straight in front of me. I thought I was dreaming but I wasn't. He is literally in the same damn building as me and work the same job as me. 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝐼 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜? My mind wonders off while he comes up to me grabbing my tiny wrist pulling me, "come with me now." My mind was back on track again, now seeing him pulling me away from Amanda, "r...ryan! Ryan!" He didn't listen what so ever just pulling me to another office that was dark. I couldn't barley see anything until he turned on the lights. He pushed me against the wall, "for fuck sakes..." I was still wondering why he did such a thing. he closes the drapes so nobody can see what's going on, "why are you here? Who sent you? Are you following me because of what happened?" So many unanswered questions that couldn't barley speak just one question. I hit him on the shoulder, "I'm here because I need a job and whoever sent me is none of your concerned and I'm not following you, that's the last thing I ever want to do."

"You could of picked any other job but you choose this one." His hand was pressed against the wall on the side where I'm standing. I gulped loud thinking 𝓌𝒽𝓎 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝐼 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒? But i really needed the job to fix myself and besides I get to focus on work other than him, "well, you don't have to worry because I'm not gonna talk or bother you so..." he chuckles at me. I was confused what he was laughing at what I said, "you're very funny. You're bond to talk to me sooner or later. You couldn't resist me at my house. What makes you think-" I was so tired of his inconsiderate voice he says I couldn't take it no more, "SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHIT UP!..." employees stop what they were doing hearing the noise coming from the office. Amanda had her hand covering her mouth being shocked, an employee came up to her tapping her on the shoulder a few times, "w...what's going in there?" She shrugged her shoulders. Not that I'm done talking to him I had so much coming out of my chest, "you... you are really getting on my nerves... you're pushing me to the limit. Ryan, I don't want to hear another sentence or a word out of you. I don't even even want you to breath the same oxygen as me. got it!"

"Janee..." Before he could say anything else. I covered his mouth, "shut... it... just shut it... you imbecile." looking at him up close again is so warming. His beautiful eyes staring into mines. 𝒲𝒶𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉? 𝒩𝑜! I pushed him away from me. My heart was beating fast like a cheetah was running. I hurried up getting out of the office without a single word. Ryan sighed, "she is really something else." Everybody was staring at me for a second when I came out but started going back to work. I slowly walked towards Amanda that was holding a popcorn in her hand, "Amanda... I'm going home now. See you tomorrow." She nodded agreeable at me. I took her popcorn eating it on the way out. She glanced at me while I was leaving the building and said, "oh, poor janee."

"Poor janee? She'll be fine and so will I. I'm glad I get to see her." He came out standing next to her, "why is that?" She questioned, "because, i think this is gonna be fun for me." Amanda sighed desperately. He looked at her, "what?" Her hands was playing with each other having her blushing face, "You like her don't you?" His face turned tomato red, "I do like her. Why?" She glanced around and stopped at a hot guy and tapped Ryan a few times, "hey, I'm going to have sex with every dude in this building and you, try getting janee. Okay?" She said dashing away. His face was stunned by what she said almost gagging in the inside, "to much information."

Later on, I got home getting out of the car about to head inside my house but a particular girl stopped me, "janee!" A quick stare to see who it was but it was the blonde haired girl, "oh, Jenna" she came up to me with that frown on her face knowing I had a feeling something was up with her. I continued having a conversation with her so it wouldn't be so awkward, "how are you? You... okay?" She couldn't even look at me just a picture in her hand of ryan and her at the fair together. The guilt I have inside of me right now. Seeing her like this, makes me feel so awful for what I did. Though, her tear coming down her face and she started hugging me out of nowhere, "Jenna..." she started busting out crying. Even the neighbors could of heard it. I tried getting her inside, "come inside, come inside." She walks inside sitting on the couch eyes literally like water falls dripping on her shirt. I sat next to her putting my purse on the table, "Jenna... what's wrong? Hmmm?" Her face started gazing at me, "I don't think Ryan likes me anymore. I feel like... he likes... you." I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Years and years I've been liking him for a very long time but I never knew he liked me back. I stuttered, "n...no he doesn't l...like me."

"Janee, give it a rest. He likes you. I see the way he looks at you." She wasn't wrong that he likes me but never shows it at all when he's around me. 𝒲𝒽𝓎? I hold onto her hands, "what if I talked to him? Maybe I can tell him that I have no feelings for him." 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝓅𝒾𝒹, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂. She rises up from the couch, "really? You would do that?" I nodded at her, "oh, thank you janee! I wouldn't know what to do without you." She hugged me once more. I hated the feeling to run away from the person I love very much but what choice do I have. night came, I was in bed thinking and thinking of him. I wonder if I'm doing the right thing or not. 𝒮𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂? I tell myself ever since she didn't want him to fall for me but for the sake of their relationship I need to do this. The morning was up and it was the first day of work and I'm gonna focusing on work like I said I would and still look at my glass window still needs to be fixed. I sighed with disappointment, "You got this janee. Don't feel down, don't feel down, don't-" then I saw Ryan sitting on the curve. I didn't know what he was doing just sitting there for. I got my working clothes on and head out the door. When I saw him up close my heart beats to hard, once again. I asked him, "what are you doing?" He looks up at me with a gasped look on his face, "w...what is you looking at?" His smile brightens his face with joy, "nothing, you look... beautiful." My cheek was turning red. Blush showing my face. He laughs pointing at my face, "your face, it's red."

"Really!?" I slapped my face a few times so i can calm down, "I... I need to go to work." I said about to dash to my car but he grabbed a hold of my wrist again, "janee?" I hummed a yes at him trying to get a hold of myself, "I'm honestly glad you're working with me. I needed to see you." 𝑜𝒽 𝓃𝑜 , 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹! He looked up at me hearing the sound, "what's that sound?" I kicked him making his whole body to the other side, "what was that for!?" I gave his the stank eye and said, "SHUT IT! when I get to work I don't want to hear another sentence, a word, or-" Ryan interrupts and finish's it, "even me breathing the same oxygen as you... are you finished?" My smile with gracefulness, "thank you mr. Newman. Now, see you later!" Getting inside the car, leaving. He rolls his eyes getting up from the ground, "we will see about that." Getting in his car driving off. Then, Jenna stood there seeing us both talking to each other making her furious.