My neighbor

Never Again

I sat down at my own desk playing with my pen clicking it for quite some time now thinking about him, It drives me nuts. It hard to ignore the person you have feelings for but already dating someone. I couldn't stop thinking of what I said to jenna, just seeing her face glow up when I said I'll talk to ryan about not liking him. It makes me wonder a lot of i regret saying it, "𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂? 𝑀𝒶𝓎𝒷𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂." My exact words that came out of my mouth, but for the sake of their relationship I have to tell him. I banged my head on the desk a few times getting so damn frustrated. Therefore, Amanda comes up beside me with a lot of paper work in her hand smashing it down on the desk. Having me jumpy, "what's all of this?"

"It's the papers you need to work on today." She replied. All the papers that was on my desk it was like seeing 1 to 3 Harry Potter books and have to get done reading it until tomorrow. I gulped hard, getting nervous, "he... he wants me to do all of this by tonight?" I asked her. She nodded giving me a pat on the head like I was a dog, "there, there, janee you'll get down if you get started." She giggles at me and left my desk. When I looked at all those papers it's making me want to rip my hair out until I don't have any left. I had to get myself together because I did started this job. Maybe I did need a little challenge for myself to get me focused on work and ONLY work. Hours and hours has past I was still working but my eyes wanted to fall asleep. The boss came out of his office seeing a bright light at my desk. He walks towards at me and sighed, "janee, just go home." I hummed at him and got up off from my desk so quick after seeing him,"oh! You're still here? I was just working on the papers you gave me that is due tomorrow. I'll just stay awhile."

"Alright... I'm surprised you haven't quit on your first day. Haha." I laughed a long with him so i wouldn't want to get on his bad side. He waved out me and left. Seeing his face really wanted me to hate him so much. I sat down started my paper work again and my eyes was closing slowly before I could of even get down with the first sentence. My head was like a bobble head moving all over the place trying to stay up but I couldn't. Just when I had enough my head almost slammed on the desk until some person saved my head from hitting the desk. A warm firm hand slowly laid my head on the desk so I wouldn't get hurt. Some person took my papers and left along with it. The light was on in the other side of the room with a lap on, typing on the computer doing paper work. That person was ryan. He saw me sleeping peacefully smiling and went back to working on my work. Seems so like him really. I don't know how I can stay away from him. A blonde female comes in heading inside of his office, "Jenna?"

"Why are you still doing here? I called you like ten times and you didn't answer." Sitting on his desk, " Jenna I'm busy right now. I just don't have time to do things with you today." She chuckles, "YOU NEVER HAVE THE TIME TO DO ANYTHING WITH ME." Her voices rises almost waking me up. Ryan got up from his chair shushing her to be quiet. She was confused on why he was doing that, "why do I have to be quiet? Ryan is there-" she didn't even finished until she saw me laying on the desk. Her look on her face wasn't pretty at all, "Ryan, she... she works with you?" She pointed at me. He sighs and nods gently, "this is her first day at work." She rolls her eyes and saw a stack of papers on his desk that wasn't his and looks back at him," the papers are not even yours ryan... why are you doing other people's work EVEN hers?" She asked, "I'm not, janee was tired so I wanted to help her." He replied. He held onto her hand gently, "I'll be home soon just wait for me." He kissed her on the cheek and went back to his seat, "alright..." she agreed leaving his office. Then, she glanced up at me seeing me sleeping. Her face looked mad on the outside but feeling cold on the inside, "janee... you really want me to get ugly huh?" Talking to herself getting out of the building. She saw my boss that was still here struggling to get into his car. She comes up to him and asks, "do you need some assistance?" Jenna laughs pulling the door hard and it opens, "huh? I guess my door was just stuck... thank you ummm..."