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Trust My Lonely - Reece

REECE POV

"Hey, it's Reece."

I called her but she didn't pick up. It doesn't surprise me anymore. She never answers calls and she almost always ignores texts.

"I'm leaving this voicemail for two main reasons, firstly you didn't bother to pick up the phone to talk to me — as usual — and second, I don't think I have the guts to say this in person."

I take a deep breath. I can do this. I need to do this. I need to get away. I need to escape.

"I think it's time I let you go and move on. Dating you was a mistake. It was nice at first, before I knew who you really were, but now your colours have showed and I know the truth."

I wish I hadn't realised it so late. She stained me. She left a mark on my heart that maybe won't ever go away.

"I'm tired of you wanting to control me and I'm sick of being your doll that you can play with. I can't do this anymore."

It's not right for someone to treat people like this. I can't take it.

"Go find someone else who'll praise you and all that crap. My world is brighter when I'm alone and I know I can do a whole lot better than you."

It's better to be by myself and live a healthy life than have to deal with someone like her.

She's poison. She seemed sweet and nice at first but it's a big façade. She doesn't care about me. She doesn't care about anyone.

"I'm great . . . without you."

I don't need someone to make me happy. I can be happy by myself.

"Maybe I loved you once but there's nothing now. It took me too long to realise I was just a game to you."

I know I never meant anything to her. She would've thrown me away when she was done with me.

"So . . . so . . . get out of my life. You're no good for me."

It feels so good to finally get all of that out. She's toxic. She's the kind of person who always takes and takes and never gives anything in return.

"I'm completely and totally done with you. From now on, I'm trusting my lonely because lonely is better than you. Go ruin someone else's life because I'm not letting you mess with mine anymore."

My voice starts to falter.

"I hope someday you wake up and realise what you've become. Maybe deep down there's some good in you. Maybe it's not too late."

I hate having to say such harsh things, in a way, but in this particular instance it also feels good.

It feels good to not be trapped.

I feel free.

"Don't ever contact me thinking I'll come crawling back, because I won't. I won't miss you. I'll do fine without you in my life."

Suddenly, on impulse, I decide to add something before ending the message.

"Oh," I snicker, "watch out for karma. It'll come back around and hit you hard."

I end the message and sigh in relief.

A/N
idk where this idea came from lol. I was thinking of 'Trust My Lonely' by Alessia Cara though, as well as Medicine and My Life (bc I listen to New Hope Club 24/7 😂) sooooo maybe that explains it?

Anyways, get rid of the toxic people in your life, they shouldn't be influencing you! (And don't be a toxic person either lol)

Hope you liked this, it's sort of different from what I usually do. Please don't forget to vote and comment!!

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OH!!! One more thing! I think I'll be publishing the first part of the fanfic next week sksksks

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- Mia ♡