The next day I decided to go shopping to get my mind off of mom. I went to forever 21 and bought some crop tops, shorts, shoes, and so forth. But nothing could get my mind off of mom. She was the only thing i could think about.
If only she was here now.
"Hey." I turn around to see Jc.
"Hey." I repeated, in a sad sigh.
"Come on. Lets go back home." Jc helped with the bags and we we're on the car ride home.
The car ride home was silent. I turned on the radio so it wouldn't be so awkward. The song "Hanging On" by Britt Nicole came on.
"You see my anxious heart
You see what I am feeling
And when I fall apart
You are there to hold me
How great your love for me
Now I see what You're thinking
You say I am beautiful
Your voice is my healing"
I listen to the lyrics very closely, trying my hardest not to let tears fall.
"Without You I just can't get by
So I'm
Hanging on to every word
You speak
'Cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper I'm
Hanging on as if it were my life
I'm hanging on"
That's when turned the radio off as fast as I can. You have to stop thinking about her. I take out my book If I Stay by Gayle Forman that I bought before I got adopted.
I was on page 102. I know its a small book and I should have finished it by now, but I haven't had the time. Mainly because of procrastination.
In the middle of reading, I got a text message from Trevor.
T- Wanna hang out at Starbucks?:)
J- Sure. I'm in the car with Jc right now. I will ask him to drop me off :)
T- k. See ya
J- see ya
I told Jc to drop me off at Starbucks. We pull up in front of the shop.
"I'm gonna go home. I trust you with Trevor." Jc tells me.
"Yeah, yeah. Bye bye." I wave and Jc drives away.
I head inside Starbucks. I see Trevor sitting by himself in the corner. I wonder why he invited me here.
I walk to the seat and sit across from Trevor.
"Hey." He smiled. I replied with a simple 'Hey' and a smile in return.
A waiter about my age came up to our table.
"Hello you beautiful young lady. What would you like?"
"Cotton candy frappe for me." I ordered. The waiter turned to Trevor.
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Adopted By O2l (an o2l fanfic)
FanfictionJordan, a 14 year old girl, lives in an orphanage away from her abusive dad. She already met a ton of her new 'brothers' and 'sisters'. Jordan loves to eat nutella, hang out with her 'sister', Tanya, and watch youtube. Especially o2l. One day, she g...