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Part 8. Kissing You.
Zayn knew he had to someday get the nerve to make Ali try to mingle with kids his own age and not only depend upon him. Every time this thought occur he would think that Ali is still a child, he can do it after this grade, and as time passed Zayn realized if he didn't start acting like the father Ali deserved and help the child he will lose him to the insecurities, anxieties, low self-concept and especially the bullies who will just make it worse for Ali to survive and this childhood will hunt him forever and ever.
"Papa!" Ali said in a small voice, he wanted Zayn's attention but was also afraid to ask for one. Even if Zayn had nothing but shown his full undivided attention and promises to rescue Ali of everything, Ali still had his doubts when he was too panicked and provoked in the wrong way. The bullying had done nothing but pushed Ali in the corner and to make matter worse Gigi was being inconsiderate. The weekend had helped amazingly but Ali was too alarmed with his surrounding that Zayn was worried it will rest inside Ali and create problem in future.
"Hmm..." Zayn hummed as he made soothing circles on Ali's back. They were in the car of the school's parking lot. Zayn had driven them earlier than usual so he and Ali can see Sophia. His little angel hadn't call like usually whenever she was at Gigi's, she would call and talk for long enough for Gigi to interrupt and demand for Zayn to respect her wishes and desire to spend time with Sophia, Zayn would reluctantly hang up and try to minimize the time he would speak on the phone with Sophia. They had agreed that Sophia would call from Gigi's as Zayn did not want to interrupt something between them so he was quite surprised when last night he didn't hear anything from Sophia.
Ali's mood was also off so it was better to reunite the small family before the day started and what better way to do it than wait for Sophia like creepers in the parking lot.
"I..." Ali began but stopped short.
Zayn craned his neck so he could have a better look at his son but Ali secreted his face in Zayn's chest. Zayn had pushed the passenger seat backward and lied down with Ali on his top since last night Ali didn't sleep much and looked tired, he was trying to make him feel better but so far Ali was still edgy.
Zayn cradled the small body even closer to him. "I would do anything for you, my prince. I am here if you want to talk, I will listen and won't say anything if you don't want me to. I will hug you, I will kiss your wounds, I will protect you from everyone."
Was it enough to make up him his mind and talk to me?, Zayn thought as he felt Ali shift in his embrace. Zayn was uncertain if it was okay to talk with his son with mature perception and not childlike promises to make him feel better. Though Zayn's experience told him to go with his gut feeling and his gut feeling was telling him to be honest and as open to his actions with Ali as possible.
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Kissing You. Zustin.
FanficKissing you. Zustin. A story about two men, filled with romance, comedy, and drama. Read at your own risk if you are ready to be the part of the international celebrity and the heartthrob's love affair.