Broken

Chapter 4: Memories

  Austin's pov:

I woke up next to the most beautiful girl in my arms... I'm so happy Kat is here with me. And I still felt so bad about that dude being near her and doing all that shit to her... I just wanted him gone. Kat needs to be home.... its really late. On my phone it said it was about 10:30.. I dont want her in trouble. I got up gently and picked her up. Her head laid agianst my chest.. she felt so cold.

I walked her in my arms to her house and handed her over to her mom.

Kat's pov:

When I woke up, I was in my room... I wonder how I got here? Oh well, it doesn't matter... I checked my phone, it said it was 7:35 in the morning...  damnnn, why am I up so early? I thought.

I got up anyway and took a shower... a really long shower... I looked down at myself at the marks on my thighs.. a tear fell, along with all the other water drops on my legs. I took the bar of soap I had and tried to rub it off... all the scars,  the memories... I tried to rub them away.. it didnt work. I just sat there.. cradling myself in the shower crying.. why do my memories have to come back to haunt me and remind me what happened.  What I've done.... I wish I could just stop being a scared little cat and just tell Austin what happened.. I want to.. just in case he sees the marks.. I just want him to know... why I did it..  why did I do it? I thought to myself... why would I do this to myself... and why does he think im so pretty..... I dont see it... damnn it.

I hopped out and check the time again.. it read 8:26.. I've been in here for almost an hour.... woah...

I found some jeans and a tank top and decided to wear that with my converse... I wanted to see him.. and hopefully tell him every thing that has happened.. I just hope he doesn't leave me... i think I love him... no! Love is a big word..  no.. I don't. . I cant..  do I?

Sorry this is so short!! I promise my next chapter will be longer... thank you for all who has read my story so far!!! ^-^  and plz vote below and follow me if u like... thanks.. and love u all ^-^