His my "father" and I'm in love with him (on hold)

I love you but we can't be together......DAD!!!! Chapter 1

<P><EM>Beth's POV</EM></P>

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<P>3 days later...</P>

<P>*Sigh* This is what a trip of 12 hours in a plane do to you.  </P>

<P>Jesus! I can't believe that I'm meeting my dad for the first time. So many years have passed...and I'm meeting him. Hell, I can't believe that I'm in a plane to Canada so I can go and LIVE with my long lost father.</P>

<P>I sighed. I can't believe Mom is dead...<EM>I miss her so much.</EM> It's strange how she fixed everything up, so that I would not be alone. I hope my father's a good person, though I don't know what to think of a guy that created me and then ran away. But oh well.</P>

<P><EM>I can't believe that it's been a week already without mom...</EM>As all of this passed through my head, a tear fell on my cheek. </P>

<P>This trip was taking so long...</P>

<P>---------------------------------Flashback----------------------------------</P>

<P>"What?" I asked very shocked. What the bloody hell? That man is my FATHER?!?! I mean I know I have a father, duh! But that bastard never showed his face, so why now?</P>

<P><EM>-Umm Beth? , you were the one who called, remember?</EM> The annoying little voice inside my head said. </P>

<P>-<EM>Yeah I know but still-</EM></P>

<P>"Yes, it's nice to meet you too," he said with sarcasm in his voice and interrupting my inner fight.</P>

<P>"-and I...I know that we only meet li-like 10 minutes ago, but I want you to..." he sighed. "-I want you to live with me." he said, a little nervous, stumbling through words.</P>

<P>"What?" that was the only word that my brain could create while I tried to make it function.  </P>

<P>"Um...that I want you to come to my home in Canada and...well, live with me." He sounded more confident.</P>

<P>I just stood there, silent. The words that wanted to come out of my head couldn't be spoken. I felt even chocked. </P>

<P>"Beth?" his voice made me want to answer, but my throat was closed!</P>

<P>"Hello, Beth? Please, answer."He pleaded. And at last, my voice was able to come out.</P>

<P>"...Yeah. I'm here, just a little shocked. That was...uh, unexpected." So unexpected I was shitting myself!</P>

<P>"What? Having to call me dad and having to come live with me in the coldest state ever?" This made me chuckle. At least he was a funny dad. I wonder how he looks like. </P>

<P>"Well, I have to admit that's part of it. But...it's all happening so fast..." I fell into my mind, as images of my mother and of my life in here flew by my head. Until, dad - wow it felt strange to have someone to call like that- shocked me out of that trance.</P>

<P>"Then good. I'll send you your tickets so you can come over, ok?" He said.</P>

<P>"Yeah.....I think" Wow, am I a retarded or something?</P>

<P>"Ok then. See you in a few days." and with that, the line went dead.</P>

<P>-------------------------Present-----------------------------</P>

<P>FINALLY! The plane landed in Canada, my new home. This was the place I was going to be living for a year until I graduated from high school.</P>

<P>Great .... NOT!</P>