Experiences - Manuel A. Montero

I Need You

         I need you, I have a sea of ​​love for you, a fervent desire and an infinite longing, how much I loved you, in my written heart and that I truly loved you I never hid it, because it was never a legend or a myth, we expressed you from deep in my soul, without finding a final, without rest and without seeking calm, but tell me, what did you feel when you saw me? What did you have when you kissed me? Why did you breathe so deeply? did you cry when I felt you ?, why in my chest you slept when you finished ?, why in my ear your soul said, constantly when you loved me ?, I would like to know the reason of the compass in my destiny, because I change the color of my hope and I deviated from your path, my love was as tender and fragile as that of a child, never in life I wanted to cause you harm, but I will resign myself, because I never knew why, and even the years would pass, I would defects and virtues in my heart I wanted to accept you, and in a night three times of I woke up with the dream of being able to love you, second by second I lived while I was by your side, I experienced the nectar of my heart and that is to be in love, but the reality I felt, when the ice broke for your words in my ear, you told me, I was just a young infatuated, excited and shot by the vile cupid, and I asked myself, why love who does not love us, and be loved by whom we can not love ?, Why suffer or why cry ?, Why live for an illusion ?, and in the end the temptation to erase the love in my heart, my God, with my feelings that can I do ?, how to win the battle and my love heart can exercise ?, how do I explain? yearning to love her ?, if dying to our eyes I told her, that I had always dreamed of feeling her, that I wanted to live to love her, and until the great dream separates me to have her by my side, that I wanted her to understand that love is an art, which is an emotion that grows when mutually shared.