Words That .BURN.

The side girl

I was never the one to give up
But I always manage to kick the shit up
What I want to do was never the concern
I was always the side girl , Stupid and scrunched up
I always thought thing would change
I've always been optimistic
But it's getting harder now to act like I don't care
Harder to hide my tears
Often I lose it and let a few drop
And geuss what
It still didn't matter because nobody cares
I was never one of theirs
They only show me sympathy
But I never wanted it
They would come in their free times and ask how I'm doing
I would say I'm fine
And that would be it
They go home thinking they just gave charity
Happy that they spared a thought to the loner and did a good deed
They pretend .
They were never my friend .
They pity me
But not enough to keep me with them
They talk about me in their parties
As that poor girl
But would never be invited to one
I am always gonna be the side girl
The girl they go to when they need help
But the girl they will never call as their friend
I'm just the side girl
I'll never be enough
I'm always replaceable .