I haven't grown a lot in the stomach area. I have been eating way more than last month. I had a doctors appointment yesterday and he said that Jisoo, and Elizzy are doing great. I'm really happy because I'm always so scared that they aren't doing well. I just have a fathers feeling. Mikey always says it's ok. He always knows how to calm me down and make me feel like I'm enough, even when I'm really down and don't want anyone near me. I fear birth the most. You always hear that it hurts but your never in that position until you are. And I am. It's really late and I should be sleeping by I can't stop my mind from running. "You ok baby your still awake." Mikey whispers. "Yeah babe I'm just fine." We smile at each other and I close my eyes to sleep.
