Look at me

Strawberry Short Cake

"Cherry, this is Jackson, He is staying here for a while with his Father, Jackson this our one and only daughter, Cherry." Brian's father introduced me.

One and only Daughter?

A very painful lie. That I wished to be true.

"Nice to meet you Cherry. Luckily we're classmates can you help me Familiarise the City locations?" Jackson kissed my hand and invited me to roam around the city.

I have no choice he is a Guest.

I have to.

"I'll go with you." Brian said and winks at me. Probably he knows I'm not really comfortable alone with a guy except him.

"Brian, is your Course Chemical Marine engineering? I envy you, I want to be a marine also, but sadly my dad wants me to be in a business course." Jackson opened up while we are walking in the park.

"Our Father is very supportive, not only to us, also to this city. Its been 10 years his the mayor here." Brian replied.

Yes your father is very kind person.

Because of your family, I am living in a great full life.

"You, Cherry. You seems off to me." Jackson noticed me.

Funny, this person is really smart.

"I'm just hungry." I replied.

I don't like him.

I don't know why.

Maybe I'm jealous of his Existence.

[At the Coffee shop]

"Jackson, Do you have a girlfriend?" Brian surprisingly asked.

Sa gulat ko na pa kain ako ng malaking lice ng Cake halos ma ubos ko yung Strawberry Short Cake,

Interested ba si Brian sa kanya?

Wondering, Brian never had a girlfriend.

Is this Boy's love?

(¬__¬) Seriously?

"I have but we broke up because I have to move out, she can't accept long distance relationship so, she left me."

"So you're giving up?" I asked.

"Yes."

"Why? Don't you love her?"

"I do love her, but if I will pursue everything will be painful for the both of us, I want her to be happy" He replied and take a sip of his coffee and smiled on us.

I don't have right to judge him, but I really hate his words.

Giving up so easy?

Such a coward person.

"Napakahina mo, if you truly love a person, you'll know why she was your girlfriend and why she accepted you, babae din ako, alam ko gusto niya lng habulin mo siya. Pero mahina ka. Kaya she left you. Maybe she deserves better than you." I said it.

I said it.

Damn.

I said it.

"I know." he breaks down and I saw his tears.

"Bro, you have us." Brian comfort him.

No I still don't like him.

"Yes, I know, I'm weak I can't even fight for my dreams, I can't even fight for her."

Such a cry baby.

"Cherry, do you have someone you love that you haven't fight for them?" Jackson asked.

Yes I have.

My Family.

I saw them, crying for help.

But I don't have the strength to protect them.

I hate myself.

Maybe that's the reason I hate Jackson.

Jackson is same with me, very weak person try to act cool.

I hate it.

Pretending to be ok.

"No, I'm stronger than you." I replied to him.

Liar.

A big shit.

Again.

A big shit of lie I made.