Numb to the Feeling

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My tolerance is going up
And I'm getting numb to the feeling, yeah
And I've been abusing drugs
I'm getting numb to the feeling, yeah
I need you to show me love
'Cause I'm getting numb to the feeling, yeah
I need you to ride me harder when we fuck
'Cause I'm getting numb to the feeling, whoa

My tolerance is going upAnd I'm getting numb to the feeling, yeahAnd I've been abusing drugsI'm getting numb to the feeling, yeahI need you to show me love'Cause I'm getting numb to the feeling, yeahI need you to ride me harder when we fuck'Cause ...

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💊💊 {3 Years Later}💊💊

I woke up to the feeling of being shaked groaning I move away from whoever is trying to wake me up.

"Andi get your lazy ass up."

I sigh opening an eye to see Angeline sitting on my bed.

I groan flipping onto my back. "What time is it?"

Picking up my phone from my bedside table she clicks it on. "Uhm..10 after 8."

I sit up quickly. "What?! Oh no I'm late!" hopping out of bed I run to my bathroom turning on the shower, running back into my room I see Angeline still sitting on my bed going through my phone.

Walking into my closet I pick out jeans and my favorite Chase Atlantic sweater throwing that on my bed I run back to the bathroom grabbing my toothbrush and paste.

"Angie! What's going on?" I yell from the shower.

I see her walk in the bathroom from inside the shower, hopping up on the counter she scrolls.

"Well, you have 10 unread messages from Onai," she said.

I rolled my eyes. "Next."

"3 new messages from Gerald."

I sigh putting paste on my toothbrush. "Just go down the list." I said shoving my brush in my mouth.

"A missed video chat from Eric, and the rest are all missed messages from Onai, Gerald, Cameron and Jacob. Oh! you have a message from your mom." she said.

I freeze, my mom? It's been 3 years since I talked to her, why is she texting me now?

"Want me to open it?" she asked eagerly.

I spit and rinse out my mouth. "No, I don't want to talk to her." I grab my towel hanging on my shower and wrap it around my body before stepping out.

She shrugs putting my phone down on the counter. "Okay hun, hurry and get dressed I have your breakfast on the table ready to go."

I nod. "I'm already running late so I might as well take my time, I'll just work late to make up for it."

Blow drying my hair and combing through it, drying myself off I just drop my towel on the floor and walk into my room where I laid my clothes out.

Walking to my dresser I pull out the bottom draw and I freeze, this all seems too familiar but I'm not searching for pills this time, pulling out a pair of grey underwear and I bra to match I close the drawer, starting to get dress.

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