I'll Protect You || Minsung

Chapter 20

Warning!
This might contain some language, self harm and includes mental abuse (kind of)

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Seo Bong reached home, slamming the door behind him. He screamed in annoyance.

"Fuck that stupid asshole!" He screamed. He was alone. Of course, his stupid fucking parents weren't there. They died. Which was okay for him. He didn't care eversince it happened.

He punched anything seen infront of him. He hissed in pain as his fists starts to bleed.

Eversince he met Minho, he knew that he didn't like him. Eversince that scene in the bus, those bullies he knew he can't fight against. Only Minho would scare them away. He hated that.

And now this?

The new scene at the pizzeria?

That stupid Minho protecting Jisung from him?

Anger rised upon him as he recalled every scene a while ago and a few days ago. He tried to forget every single detail but he just can't. He thought that he wouldn't have to see Minho again after that bus scene.

But he was wrong.

That stupid pizzeria.

Where that asshole was working.

Seo Bong leaned against the wall,  holes drawn into them with fresh red blood. He sat there clenching his fists, gritting his teeth.

He laughed. Like a maniac.

"Fuck those medications," he said laughing every now and then. Sure, he still take them only because Jisung asked him to. He always listens to Jisung. Always.

He loved Jisung. Scratch that, he still loves Jisung.

And he would do anything just to make him his.

Only his.

Seo Bong stood up, limping to his bedroom. A full mess, bottles of pills scattered around the room. He was happy with this. He reached for a bottle full of pills sitting on his nightstand.

"Time for medications?" He said to himself having something in mind. He opened the bottle, turning it 360 degrees and shaking it until his palm is full of pills.

"Guess I have to sleep for a while." He said as he stuffed his mouth with pills and swallowing them whole.

He was a maniac.

A complete maniac.

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Seo Bong opened his eyes, trying to adjust to the light. As soon as his eyes cooperated, he saw himself in a hospital room.

"Oh shit," was the first thing he said. Based from what he said, it was evident that he is feeling a lot better. He didn't care if he died. He definitely would be happy if he died. He'll sure kill the person who brought him here.

A knock was heard from Seo Bong's hospital door. He didn't bother to say something. Then there came inside a figure. A man with broad shoulders, maroon dyed hair--

Of course, Seo Bong doesn't care.

"What do you want?" He asked in complete annoyance now that he saw the person's face. His brother.

His useless brother.

"What did you do to yourself?" He asked concern evident in his eyes. Seo Bong scoffed.

"I took a nap." He said coldly. Since when did his brother cared about him. He might as well die together with his parents.

All are useless.

"Seo Bong! I can't let you do this to yourself! You can't continue like this!" He shouted which Seo Bong didn't flinch an inch. He remained there sitted. Emotionless. 

"Are you fucking kidding me? Taking all those pills at once? Seo Bong those pills were meant to cure you from that condition, not to kill you!"

"This condition can't be cured! It just made it worse! Can't you see?!" Seo Bong yelled back.

"I have been like this for 8 years now and look what happened to me?! Nothing! Cured? No! Feeling better? No! You really think those damn pills could cure me from this fucking condition? Those pills did nothing to me. All I did was to take them like a stupid idiot. And you didn't even help me! You were there in your own dorm having fun with your college life when your own brother is here all alone and living a stupid useless life! I needed you hyung! And you know what you did? You ignored it. You ignored me. You fucking chose to ignore me like I was some shit that you can just throw away and forget!" Seo Bong screamed at the top of his lungs as tears rolled down his cheeks.

His brother was left stunned.

"I--"

"I don't want to hear anything from you. You know what? Just leave. I don't need you anymore. Just leave my fucking life!" Coldness and anger now invading his entire body.

"You're useless to me anyway." He mumbled but loud enough for his brother to hear it. He looked away and onto the window now dripping in droplets of water.

It was raining.

"Just so you know, I already payed for the hospital bills, you don't have to worry about it." His brother whispered in which Seo Bong didn't bother to listen as wiped away extra tears.

He then heard a soft slamming of the door. And with that, he left.

He left without saying goodbye.

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I'll Protect You || Minsung
Written by:_ThePurpleMe