Y/N POV.
The smell of coffee hits your nose the 6th time. It is now 2am, of course you had some nap but it doesnt last more than 30 minutes. Eyebags are building up and you just forgot about yourself at this moment, heck, you even forgot when was the last time you actually took care of yourself.
Stretching out your arms again to type another paragraph of the essay a tear fell from your eye, "if i didnt slept that night when i was supposed to finish up my essay, i wouldnt repeat the an essay again." I sigh leaving the thought off my mind, though more tears starts to build up, I wiped them off, "I want to end it."
SEOKJIN POV
"THIS IS WHAT YOU GAIN FROM ALL YOUR TUITIONS!?, YOU DONT EVEN TRY DO YOU? DO YOU EVEN CARED ABOUT ALL THE MONEY I SPENT ON YOU? DO YOU EVEN CARED ONCE ABOUT ME?" I recall everything my dad said to me.
The feeling of wanting to cry came up on me, i felt my face getting heavy, only then i noticed, im crying. Sitting infront of my desk, i look at my notes,"this is all useless." i chuckled while wiping my tears. Laying my head down on the desk i sigh "if i wasnt here, they wouldn't feel disappointed"
YOONGI POV
"please.. stop" the sound of slapping and smacking echoes in the small apartment, "PLEASE! STOP!" I hear the voice of my mom begging for help, peeking outside my mother would tell me to look away shouting, i wanted to defend her, but im a coward.
"You made that bastard, and now you're the one begging for help? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! I wasted money for his school and YOU HERE, SITTING AT HOME DOESNT EVEN CARE" gosh, that voice, the voice i hate the most the voice that sounds drunk and disgusting, "THATS WHY I TOLD YOU TO GET AN ABORTION" I clenched my fist upon hearing that. Wrapping my arms around my leg i cried softly "i was better off, dead" i mumbled softly
NAMJOON POV
"please, i dont know anything" a slap came across my face "oh you're begging now, were you begging too when you had sex with her?" i grunt, "I DIDNT DO THAT TO HER" this time i got a punch, "HOW DARE YOU SHOUT AT ME"
"listen," he continued, "lets make this easy, why not? You just kill yourself?" kicked my shin and i bent, grunting. He finally left the scene leaving me alone while laughing "GOODBYE LOSER" i sat down, tired. A tear came out from my eye, "he's right. Im better off dead."
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Magic Shop; [BTS FANFIC!]
Fiksi PenggemarDRAMA! Do you feel like running away from the reality? Feeling lost? Trade away your feelings, welcome to Magic Shop, where all worries fades away Y/N X BTS 8 High School students, with different problems and the same thought but one day something...