Treacherous (Niall Horan)

If I Stay

---Cheyenne's POV---

"What the hell?!" I say. I look back to Niall and wave my hands in front of his face. "Niall! I'm right here!" He doesn't move. I stand up and start pacing.

"This isn't happening... This can't.... I can't be dead!"

A doctor walks in and stands by me. Uh. Unconscious me.

"The MRI shows massive brain swelling. However, the EKG shows brain activity." He says.

"Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" I ask.

"Most patients that are in this state don't have much brain activity, but Cheyenne does. We will continue to monitor and give her medication to bring down the swelling."

"No more meds. Please." I ask.

"Okay.... Thank you.." Niall says, his voice full of sadness.

"Niall, I'm fine! If you would just look at me!"

"I will be back in a couple of hours to check her vitals."

With that, he walks out. Niall just stares at me. I groan and sit back down next to him. I try touching him, but my hand goes straight through him.

"God damn it!"

<3 hours later>

By this time, Niall is looking as numb and emotionless as someone who lost a loved one. It pains me to see him like this... He hasn't moved at all. He's still sitting beside me, whispering sweet nothings.

"Niall... You need to eat.." His mother says.

She arrived an hour ago....

Niall doesn't reply. He just shakes his head.

"Niall... Go." I say.

Of course, he doesn't hear me.

I stand up, immediately feeling intense anger. I want to punch something. I want to scream until I can't anymore. This isn't fair. This isn't fair to Niall.

"Niall, she'd want you to eat..."

Hell yes, I would.

"Okay... Fine.." He says dully. He stands up, his mother wraps an arm around them and walk out. I sit next to my body, glaring.

"You worthless piece of shit! Wake up! Don't you see what you're doing?! WAKE UP YOU FUCKING BITCH!" I scream.

"That's no way to talk, Cheyenne.." A voice says.

I look over and see someone looking at me.

"You... You can see me?"

"Yes. My name is Tessa."

I nod. "Okay? And?"

"It's time, Cheyenne."

"What do you mean?"

"It's time for you to come rest in the fields of our Lord."

I stand up and back away.

"No. No. I'm not leaving Niall!"

"Cheyenne.."

"No! Don't even go there!"

She holds her hands up.

"Okay. Okay. You have a choice. You can stay here, and be miserable and scared. Or you can come with me, and I can take you to your Heaven... With your family and Sam.."

I go wide eyed. Sam... My Sam...

"Sam? You.. He's there?"

"Yes."

I back up against the wall and lower to the floor.

To go be happy in my personal Heaven.... Or stay here, with Niall...

I could be happy with Sam in my Heaven. And my family. My personal Heaven..

If I stay....