Hate

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Daniel and I had recently told his fans about us and some where somewhat supportive there weren't at all.

Since we told I've been getting so much hate.

I get mentioned in so many posts and even though my account is private they somehow know what I post and they reposts and say mean things.

I honestly couldn't take it anymore, I didn't want to get bashed anymore.

I was in my room crying when I hear my phone keep going off and I know it's more hate.

I grab my phone and unlock it and look at everything.
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'Eww she's ugly, why does Daniel like her?'

'Just kys no one likes you'

'slut why are still alive?'

'Slut'

'I bet he's just with you because he feels sorry that you will never get anyone'

'She's probably pregnant that's why she's fat, slut'

'Stop using Daniel for fame, we all know you didn't like him at first now all of a sudden you do.'
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I cry harder and I throw my phone to the ground, hopefully it breaks.

I stand up and go to the bathroom.

I open a bunch of drawers until I find what I'm looking for, a razor blade.

I was clean for such a long time that even the marks went away but here I am back at square one.

I cut myself two times on each wrist then more and more and more and I don't seem to be able to stop.

I sit down on the floor and then I begin to see blurry.

I see blood dripping everywhere, I try to get up but I can't, and then everything goes black.

*Daniel's POV*

I was calling Y/N to see if she wanted to hang out but for some odd reason she wasn't picking up her phone, I had already called we like 10 times so I just decided to go to her house.

It's not a far drive so I soon get there, Y/N told me that her Nana took Alaïa so she was here on her own.

I get out of the car and ring the door bell.

Nothing happens and then I ring it again and again and again.

I begin to get worried so I look for a spare key and there it was, inside an empty potting vase thing.

I grab it and open the door.

"Y/N? Hello? Babe?" I say but nothing.

I go upstairs to her room and she's not in there.

All I see is her phone on the floor and it's still turned on.

I turn it off and begin to head into the bathroom and that when I see her.

She is on the floor with blood all over the floor.

I go to her quickly and see cuts in her wrist.

"Y/N! Come on don't do this why did you do this?" I say starting to cry.

She's literally my everything.

I grab my phone and call Jonah.

He picks up.

"Hello?" He says.

"Jonah! Come quick to Y/N's house! She cut herself! She's bleeding I don't know if she's going to make it." I say crying.

"I'm on my way, call 911." He says and then I hang up and call.

minutes later Jonah arrives and he begin crying too.

"Here, put these cloths on her wrist and apply pressure so the bleeding will stop." He says and I do as I'm told.

Soon the ambulance arrives and the paramedics take her into the ambulance.

Jonah and I follow.

"You should go with her." Jonah says and I do.

The ride to the hospital is a blur all I know is that they took her in and Jonah arrives and soon so does all the guys and Jen.

Jen is crying into Jonah's arms and I'm pacing around the room.

I feel a buzzing in my jean pocket and then at first I think it's my phone but it's Y/N's phone.

I open it up and I can't believe what I'm seeing.

It's hate more and more and more hate non stop.

This is all my fault, if I hand told these so called fans she wouldn't be here at this hospital because she tried to take her life away.

"Isn't that Y/N's phone?" Jonah asks and I nod.

"Yes! And it's all my fault she's here!" I say.

"What do you mean?" Jenna asks.

"I told our so called fans about me and her where dating and now she received all this hate and here she is because she tried to take her life away, I could have prevented this but no!" I say madly.

"It's not your fault Daniel, It's their's they did this, they should have just given you support." Corbyn says.

And I guess he's right.

"She's going to be alright Daniel, she's a fighter, she always has been." Jenna says and she gives me a hug.

She's right, Y/N has gone through so many things already, she will be fine.

"Thank you guys, for being here with me." I tell them.

"It's no problem at all, today for you tomorrow for us, and we care about Y/N too." Jack says.

We all sit there for hours and hours waiting for news from the doctor, but nothing.

Finally a doctor comes and she talks to us.

"She's fine, your lucky you guys called when you did, she lost lots of blood, yet she's going to be fine, she will need to be out at rest for a while and I recommend therapy, she self harmed, any idea for the cause?" She says.

"She's been getting hate online, we recently told my fans that we were dating and they just began hating on her." I explain.

"The internet is cruel, teenage girls are a little crazy when it comes to boy bands like you guys or an other idol they look up to, but anyways 2 at a time can go in and see her, she's not awake yet but she will be in a bit." She says and she leaves.

"Daniel, you go in first." Zach says and everyone else agrees.

I go to her room and open the door there she is lying there lifeless looking with so many machines hooked up to her and he skin looks so pale and she looks so fragile.

I sit next to her and grab her hand.

"Just wake up babe, I want to see your beautiful eyes again, I want to kiss you again." I say.

She begins to move and I look at her.

"Dani?" She says.

"I'm right here babe." I tell her and she smiles.

"I was so worried, please don't do it again, I need you." I tell her.

"Okay, im sorry, i just couldn't handle all the hate." She says crying and I wipe away her tears.

"It's okay baby, i will help you go through this, we go through everything together no matter what." I tell her and I kiss her.

Everything will be alright.

A/N: best chapter i have written for sure!🤧❤️ please vote

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