My idol saves my life ~DolanTwins

Eight~

The doctor came out and said "he'll be in a coma for two years, we're not sure if he'll open his eyes" I cried. "I need a moment, Eth" he passed me his car keys and I walked out. I got in Ethan's car and drove away. I went to the Hollywood sign. I sat there and cried. I looked at my arm. I'd been clean for a month. I-I couldn't. I had to do it. I ran back to Ethan's car.

I ran to Ethan's bathroom and saw his razor. Perfect. I cut myself whilst I sung.

Teach me how to fight,
I'll show you how to win,
You're my mortal flaw,
I'm you're fatal sin,
Let me feel the sting,
The pain,
The burn,
Under my skin.

Put me to the test,
I'll prove that I'm not strong,
I let myself believe,
What we felt was wrong,
I never see what people knows inside me,
'All along'.

That behind this soft exterior,
There's not a warrior.

I cried and looked at my arm. There were nine cuts. One for everyone in my family and the sister squad. I smiled. Then there was a bang at the door. I just sat there looking at my cuts. Then did more. And more. And more. Only the last one hurt most so I screamed in pain. There was pounding at the door. Then the door fell. I saw Grayson. " Keep your eyes open okay?" He said panicking. He put pressure on them with a towel. My eyes started closing "No please! Eyes open!" He screamed. That's when the world faded black. The last thing I heard was "Don't leave me... I love you Autumn"

2 weeks later...

I woke up. A doctor came in. "You are discharged" she walked out. I changed into the clothes on the side and ran out. I shouldn't have brought the squad into this mess. I shouldn't have put them through this...

I was walking out when I heard "Where are you going?" I saw Ethan and Grayson "To find my siblings." I said and started walking. "You don't have a car" they said "No, but I have Ethan's" I dangled the keys and walked away. I went to James's house. Where Spring and Summer we're staying. How'd I know? I messaged and asked 1. Is James asleep 2. To get there stuff ready. I got there and knocked on there door.

They came out with their luggage. I called my cousin, Shawn, to pick them up. He did and he took them. I cried my eyes out. "It's for the best" I said and then went to leave when I bumped into someone and fell to the floor. "Why are you crying?" They said coldly. I tried getting up but they pushed me back down. I laughed. "I thought my dream was to meet you and possibly fall in love with Grayson. But my biggest wish is to get as far away as possible from BOTH OF YOU!" I said and ran to Emma's house. I knocked and she let me in.

I told her what happened and she was furious with the twins. I heard a knock. I ran to hide in the kitchen. They came in. "Where is she?" They said "I don't know what you're talking about." Emma replied "WHERE IS SHE?!" They screamed and pushed Emma. I got a knife and went out. "Unless you fix yourselves right now I'll cut!" I said putting the knife to my skin. I cut "one for Grayson's old self" I cut "One for Ethan's old self" they got less serious "One for Emma" I cut. "One for James" I cut. "And one for being stupid enough to think Grayson would ever fall In love with me" I fell to the floor. They ran over. Ethan came minutes later with bandages. He bandaged my cuts. I slowly sat up. Grayson put his lips on mine. I kissed back.

The door closed, Ethan and Emma has left. So it was us alone. Grayson kissed my neck "One for you" he left a hickey. "Another for you" he left a hickey. "And one for me" he sucked on my sweet spot. He pushed me back to the floor and climbed on me...

(You know what happened right?)

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