Fate

•●chapter 1●•

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"You are my fresh air"

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                 ••• The beginning•••

  _________                              __________

you open your eyes. You find yourself in a flower field  it's bright and sunny the fresh air hits your face and waves your hair, you look around. a woman standing in the middle of the field. she turns around "mom? MOM!" you run as fast as you can. you open your arms but when you try to hug her but she disapeared into thin air. "mom? mom where are you?" you screamed. the air started to get darker and darker. clouds were forming itself into the sky blocking the sun. you were crying and the dark clouds started thundering. Right as thunder tried to hit you you woke up, sweaty and breathing heavily.  You  were panting as you were looking at your white sheets. 'sigh'  You look at your alarm clock  -7:48-  

You went to the bathroom and took a quik shower. You walked to your closet with a towel rapped around you. you put on your clothes , picked up your bag and a few slices of bread with cheese to eat on your way to school. you plugged your earpbuds in and you headed out.

You are on your way to school.
as you were walking You pass by these beautifull blossom trees. You still had some time before going to school so you took out your sketchbook and started to sketching them.  while you were drawing you were thinking about the dream.  about your mom. about your family you had once. it is so weird how it is all gone in one split second you miss them so much and you hate the fact that you cant do anything about it. Once you were done with your sketch you put your sketchbook in your bag and continue your way to school. 

Its your first day at school

"school" for as long as you can remember was not your happy place. you were often bullied and abused by the students in the school bathrooms and dont tell me to go to a teacher, they wont do shit about it. you were normally the smartest kid in your class but also because you were kinda ugly  ( btw i personally think that there is no ugly in this world except negativity. everything is beautifull if you look at it with love. so if someone tells you "your ugly" or anthing like that. just  give them a smile and say " thank u you look pretty/handsome to" the world has enough negativity honey°° LOVE YOU°°)  probably one of the reasons you were bullied later on. but now you dont really see the importants of your classes or school in general because you know the feeling you will have in class. that toxic feeling everybody gives you. the feeling of being unwanted. literally everybody talk behind eachothers back and there still called "bestfriends"  pff yeah right bestfriends my ass. but what do we call it then? well we call it highschool  -_-  

 so you decided to skip the first two classes because we do not need negativity in our life...we have enough already  \ (°_°) /  Yeet :")

°°At School°°

when you arrived at school. you took a few glances at everyone. you can tell already in which "group" everyones in. yes groups.  im sure you know what im talking about. lets give you an example. the "high class b-tches" this group has most of the time cheerleaders in it and is made up of 3-4 members. the leader of the group is most of the time blonde and will propbably be your enemy this entire story. 

(wow 0_0 what an shock. literally every high school movie/series has them but dont worry you guys will probably be friends by the end of this story because you guys got trapped in in the janitor closet...i gotta stop being so random geez.  but atleast i hope you know what i mean when i talk about certain groups such as the "nerds or  the"gothics" or the "sporty guys" etc. im not trying to trigger anybody im just pointing out the cliches in every high school in a movie okay lets move on :") )  

 you walked up to the front door and took a deep breath. When you enter school you were right everybody is in there own groups leaning on the lockers or sitting in there own places and dont you dare try to sit in kelly's spot because her name is apparently written on it (im being sarcastic for the people who did not notice it) you put the volume of your music to maximum. You tried to find the staircase as soon as possible. you ignore every possible eyecontact or stare you just made your way up the stairs towards the rooftop.

-?? Pov-

I was leaning my back against the lockers and chatting with my friends when i heard the door open. i looked at who opened it but it was hard to see who it is because of the crowd. what i did notice is that it was a new face. my friends noticed me looking and looked at her. when I stopped looking I saw my friends grin. "the new girl huh?" "shut up I was only looking at her because she opened the doors" i said " yeah right" he said. " if this is not love at first sight i dont know what is" we laughed while I punched his shoulder.

-y/n Pov-

When I got on the rooftop the fierce wind hits my face. finally i can relax.  All those people, I can't take crowded placed. i lay my jacket on the ground and sat on it. i was enjoying the peace and quiet. I close my eyes. filling my lungs with the fresh air. the wind Waved my hair. This was relaxing until..

-?? Pov-

I was skipping my classes and was on my way to the rooftop. when I got there. I looked around.    I noticed There was that girl again. I watched her for a few minutes. I called out to her. She didn't respond, she didn't even look at me. Then I saw that she was wearing earphones. "really?" I mumbeled to myself.

I walked up to her. She still has not noticed me. I called out for her again.
Still no response. I tapped her on the shoulder and....

-y/n Pov-

I was enjoying the peace and quiet until someone inturupded me. I knew someone was behind me. Then he called out to me, it was a "he" i could tell by his voice. I igored him, Didn't feel the need to response.  He came closer, I still didnt look at him. Then he tapped my shoulder...

-?? Pov-

when i tapped her shoulder she pulled one of her earbuds out and looked at me Then she spoke...