My Brothers In Magcon ( Jack Johnson Fan Fiction)

Chapter 40

EM was sleeping and so were the boys. We were leaving for Magcon tomorrow and the guys were leaving tomorrow.

I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking to myself. Is life really worth living. Going through all this pain for nothing but hate.

I decided to finish packing since it was 4 am and we are getting up at 5 am. I We always go on planes early for some reason. I finished packing some clothes. I got my bathroom things.

Until I saw something sharp and shiny. My razor. I thought 'what if I just did one'. I couldn't. Or could i?

I did one cut on my arm and packed my razor just incase. I showered and it burned against my skin. I shampooed conditioned all that fancy stuff and got out.

I changed into a shirt that was black and white with long sleeves that said 'Wild By Heart' which I got at target. I put on these ripped grayish pants which I'm in love with.

I put a ton of bracelets on so you couldn't see the cut. I turned around and saw Emma facing me I screamed.

"EMMA HOLY LLAMAS YOU SCARED THE POO OUT OF ME" I said. Then I saw the boys come in holding a bunch of stuff.

"WHO SCREAMED WHAT HAPPENED" Matt said and we laughed.

Matt had a baseball bat. Jc had food. Trevor had TFIOS book. Sam had a small chair like for toddlers. Kian had a nerds rope and a sack. And Ricky had a stuffed penguin which was mine.

"OH MY GOD " I said me and Emma laughing on the floor. They are suppose to save me with food and a stuffed penguin. My heros..

"Well we heard SOMEONE scream" Ricky said.

"And you were gonna save me with a nerds rope" I said and I shooed them away so Em could get ready.

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"JACK" I said running up to him.

"Hi" he said awkwardly hugging me. Well that's strange. We drove home in silence. Once we got there I was really annoyed with Jack. I dragged him into my room.

"Okay whats wrong" I said crossing my arms.

"How's you and Sam" He said rolling his eyes.

"What" I said. Does he think I'm cheating on him?

"I saw a picture of you and him holding hands" He said.

"Wow okay I'm done I can't hold hands with one of my best friends for life I'm not cheating on you okay" I said and let me say that I was angry.

"Oh ya do you go around kissing boys too did I not see a picture you know what I knew you were a slut" He said. I felt tears in my eyes. So that's what he thought of me. Well that's good to know.

I slammed the door shut. Good to know our relationship was just a lie.

A/N

Ok guys sadly this book is ending soon.... I don't have any time. I really enjoyed writing this book tho. About 2-4 more chapters then a epilogue. Remember stay cloudy -Abby